brokenglass Posted September 21, 2010 Posted September 21, 2010 Alright so check it out... I came on these forums like, over a year ago to bitch and moan about how bad life would suck without my ex, blah blah blah. Fast forward, her and I are on wonderful speaking terms, we are very good friends, we take care of our son and love him unconditionally. As a result he is an insanely happy and smart child and knows very well who his daddy is and that his parents love and care about each other, but just cannot be together. That situation is wonderful. In terms of my dating and ability to meet new women and all that, thats going very well also. I usually do not have problems with women and thats not why I am here complaining today. I will try to make this brief. I have been friends with a girl (we'll call her Ginger) for almost 8 years now. For all 8 of these years she has known that I have had a crush on her, if thats what you want to call it. When I met her, I was with my ex, she met another dude, got married had a kid, etc. Well last year we both found ourselves single again. We started to chat, exchanged numbers, floated the idea around of hanging out and doing stuff, except for this guy she was kind of interested in was dominating all of her time, but it wasn't serious. Fast forward a year later. Its serious "Facebook official" relationship status. They fight constantly. Whenever her boyfriend (we'll call him Chaz) gives her ****, I try my best to distance myself from partaking or making him think I am anywhere near his side. I do not consider this dude my friend by any stretch of the imagination. Well last week, the fighting got loud. She was screaming at him to stop and he kept being a dick. She walks away crying, friends console her, etc. After a while we are all starting to leave and Ginger and I are inside. She gives mer usual "Chaz isn't looking, close, squeezy, long hugs" but then she kisses me. Not like, open mouth makeout session, but a nice 1 second long plop onto my lips. I am like, stunned right? So I ask for another, and she gives me one. You know, I've only thought about for 8 years what its like to feel her lips against mine... And ever since then? I have no desire to date. I have no desire for booty calls, sex, nothing. My charisma is completely gone. What the hell happened to me? Moral of the story: Girl of my dreams showed me some affection I thought I'd never get and now my body and mind are like WTF
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