Leandro Posted September 20, 2010 Posted September 20, 2010 Ok I was heading to pick up my brothers from the middle school. The middle school is behind the High school. I was driving by the first entrance and I saw her driving to the entrance I was passing by. She had her friend with her and was probably taking her home. Know what I did right when I saw the car? I put a nice big smile on!! . I don't know if she saw me or not but if she did she saw a happy man! I didn't look at her as I drove by, just kept driving with that smile. After that a little sadness came to me . Know what I did then? I turned up my techno music!! HAHA!! Techno makes me so happy, some times happier than she made me! I miss her still, but I was happy before without her so I can be happy again without her . I was a confident, happy, mature man before she broke my heart . It's coming back now! Life is too short for me to be depressed over her when she's not. Day 15 of NC. Getting stronger every day. My parents say I'm a "adjuster", that I easily adjust to different situations. I'm starting to believe that.
cb9343 Posted September 20, 2010 Posted September 20, 2010 Ok I was heading to pick up my brothers from the middle school. The middle school is behind the High school. I was driving by the first entrance and I saw her driving to the entrance I was passing by. She had her friend with her and was probably taking her home. Know what I did right when I saw the car? I put a nice big smile on!! . I don't know if she saw me or not but if she did she saw a happy man! I didn't look at her as I drove by, just kept driving with that smile. After that a little sadness came to me . Know what I did then? I turned up my techno music!! HAHA!! Techno makes me so happy, some times happier than she made me! I miss her still, but I was happy before without her so I can be happy again without her . I was a confident, happy, mature man before she broke my heart . It's coming back now! Life is too short for me to be depressed over her when she's not. you Day 15 of NC. Getting stronger every day. My parents say I'm a "adjuster", that I easily adjust to different situations. I'm starting to believe that. You have given me hope so tired of feeling like this its only been one day and it has been the longest day of my life..
Author Leandro Posted September 20, 2010 Author Posted September 20, 2010 Yea the first two weeks after my ex left me we didn't talk. She thought we should "heal" and "adjust". Those two weeks felt like years!! Now the days are actually going by very normal.
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