finding_serenity Posted September 17, 2010 Posted September 17, 2010 im here again... sick of this life.. this week was good for me, i got the highest score in my class, able to buy a bp cuff, my doctor friend lend me her stethoscope so i have all the equipments i need until my a-hole H told me we are 3 months late in paying the rent. f......kkkk... where did he spend all our money... ohhh some bills, daycare, his credit cards, mine, not.... and beers and cigarette... i told him we need to find a solution and nicely asked him if he can atleast cut his drinking but he became defensive and refused to talk about finances anymore. i cant sleep we can get evicted anytime and still he cares for his beer and cigarette! he suggested we move to our neighbor who has a thing for me but i refused, i'd rather me and my baby move to a lady coworker who treats me like a daughter.but the thing is we are both working, he makes double of what im making but spends triple!im so stressed out now and i have a long test coming next week and mid-terms too. im thinking of moving my direct deposit to a different account, not in our joint account and telling him not to touch my money, he can budget his own.wish i have a driver's license so me and my baby can really move out but i still need to attend a driving class which i cant afford right now..still need to figure where i will get my tuition fee for my clinicals too...im so sick of this life!
Author finding_serenity Posted September 17, 2010 Author Posted September 17, 2010 this morning we were yelling at each other.i am hot,hes a f....kkk...nnn a-hole!
xxoo Posted September 17, 2010 Posted September 17, 2010 If he is choosing beer over a roof for his baby, he is an addict. There is no reasoning with an addict. Separate the finances, and make a plan to leave. I'm sorry to hear you and your baby are in this position
Author finding_serenity Posted September 17, 2010 Author Posted September 17, 2010 he's apologetic today and texted me that he is willing to work out the finances.im skeptic though.a coworker promise to lend me couple of hundred dollars to pay my tuition fee.i get help here there and evrywhere.im just thankful of that.i can't rely on my husband.too bad.i picked the wrong guy.
Author finding_serenity Posted September 17, 2010 Author Posted September 17, 2010 I am so physically,emotionally,mentaly and psychologicaly exhausted.
Author finding_serenity Posted September 17, 2010 Author Posted September 17, 2010 so f...kkk....nnn tired... So f....kkk...nn... Sick of this f...kkk...nnn... Lifeeee....
Author finding_serenity Posted September 17, 2010 Author Posted September 17, 2010 all I feel is anger right now... So.. F...kkk...nnn sick of this f...kkk...nnn life
efg6tm3 Posted September 19, 2010 Posted September 19, 2010 all I feel is anger right now... So.. F...kkk...nnn sick of this f...kkk...nnn life hey calm down a bit and sleep on it. at least he texted you and said he was willing to talk about finances. i would be estatic if my wife told me she wanted to have a sit down! just be calm and think with your head and not your heart. don't be sarcastic and stuff because many men flee and call it quits after women do this to them when they want to actually try and make things better. happened to me and i've seen it happen to other men. have you ever watched jerry springer? trash tv but there are so many lessons to be learned on how NOT TO ACT. why would any guy on those shows want to be with those messed up women who act the way they do when the paternity tests are positive? they are just hurting themselves when being all "in your face" and accusatory. who wants to be married to that? good luck and be cool
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