Finally got together& We're being torn apart again

[ThisIsJustADream]

So I met this guy about 3 years ago online,we talked to 3am every day. He told me he felt like he was attatched to the computer because he was just so deep in conversations with me. I felt the same. On January 3rd, 2008. We started going out, but he did have to pick between me and this other girl he was talking to. No he wasn't messing with both of us. He was starting to talk to another girl because I kinda ditched him for another guy. But things started feeling funny for me and I missed this guy so I went back to him. And he had to choose. He chose me. We were in a LDR for the longest time. Webcam,microphone, falling asleep with each other on the phone every night. We even sent letters and stuff to each other thru the mail. Including gifts for christmas and birthdays:]. We never saw each other in person once..until June 2010. It was a suprise for me, I didn't know. I felt like my heart stopped when i saw him. He stayed here, and is still here to this day. Thing is..He's in the hospital with Acute Leukemia. He's already been thru the worse, Breathing Tube, etc. Doctors said they have a very good shot of getting rid of this forever in 5-6 months. Thing is..he has to go back home, 22 hours away. Because he doesn't have insurance here. I sadly can not go home with him because I have to finish my senior year at my high school. He's leaving this week or next week and it's going to be like our 2 years and 6 months seperated. Except this time its for 9 months, 275 days. How can I cope with this? I mean I already got to feel what it was like to be with him in person and.. I loved it. So how do I cope with it now? I've already been crying thinking about him leaving already. So..what do i do?

[folieadeux]

Being apart will be hard, but in all honesty, your BF needs to concentrate on going home and getting the best possible care he can. Health is number one.

 

I wish him a speedy recovery and then you guys can concentrate on bridging the distance.