brokenhurt Posted September 15, 2010 Posted September 15, 2010 (edited) My breakup was a strange kind of break up Actually my gf broke up with me we had a 3 year of relationship (LDR).in all these 3 years we use to talk to eachother while giving a space of atleast one day except the last month before breakup.she use to love me alot .after 2 years of relationship we had a kind of dispute and i got fed-up and stop talking to her for a month,in that month she didnot contact me and gave me all the space i needed and after one month i called her and she responded and we got back together and the next 8-7 months everything was like before but then she had to come to my city as she was having relatives here whom she was meeting for the first time in life she was coming for 2 months and we both were excited.we met in the first week and she was quite happy and she said "um lucky to have you,its my life best decision to love you" anywayz in the next 3 weeks we use to talk daily and for long hours almost 3 time a day as a result due to excessive conversation we were having arguments and disputes on every second day (which by the way we never had before) and we both started to get fed-up of this routine but no one of us wanted to leave eachother and one thing was stupid on our part that none of us gave the suggestion of having space for few days dont know why.well i was feeling so fed-up that i thought i have no feelings left for her but still going through the motions next day we had again and argument and that was the last argument before break up after that argument we didnt talk for a whole day and next day i started missing her so called her and dedicated her a song but i was shoked when she replied " i dun love you anymore i want to break up,in shock i cried and begged but intrestingle after half an hour i said" i love you" she replied i love you too with tears in her eyes i replied hey half an hour ago you said you dont love me she said no i love you but its just um so fed-up that i dont want to continue" next day i called her and she was so rude and said dont call her i told you um fed up third day she stopped picking my calls and was trying to get rid of me she was saying anythin to mek me stop calling her she even said i broke your gifts ( which i know she havent) then she said i dont love you it was jst infatuation so please leave me alone i want to live alone at that time i didnt knew abt NC as it was my first breakup so i called her mom and asked abt the reason she replied that "she is saying um fed-up" and her cozn gave me the same reason that she is saying "she is fed-up" i continued calling her as a result she changed her cell number (though i know her landline number) Now my question is its just we were having quite a few disputes and excessive conversation thats why she is just fed-up of that routine and want sometime alone and she have still love for me but its hidden due to the amount of irritation and fed-up she is having? and has her busy routine in her family also had anything to do with her decision as she was so busy in them that she may not have time to think properly and dont have any time to feel anything about me? If she is fed-up its possible that her feelings are hidden somewhere but either she is not showing them or even herself is unable to realize ? please tell me what do you guys think Edited September 15, 2010 by brokenhurt
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