WolfRouge Posted September 14, 2010 Posted September 14, 2010 I thought I was doing ok until she reappeared. I have her on block on msn, but she hadn't been online in weeks. Then today she reappeared and I swear my gut turned upside down. I feel so sick! I stupidly asked a mutual friend if she mentioned me at all and she said she noticed I've blocked her and she told this friend that she didn't mean to fall in love with this other girl. Bullsh*t! I just feel so sh*t and I'm dying to cry. I can't do that until I'm on my own, ggrrr! I still don't have it in me to delete her.
Iselia Posted September 14, 2010 Posted September 14, 2010 I thought I was doing ok until she reappeared. I have her on block on msn, but she hadn't been online in weeks. Then today she reappeared and I swear my gut turned upside down. I feel so sick! I stupidly asked a mutual friend if she mentioned me at all and she said she noticed I've blocked her and she told this friend that she didn't mean to fall in love with this other girl. Bullsh*t! I just feel so sh*t and I'm dying to cry. I can't do that until I'm on my own, ggrrr! I still don't have it in me to delete her. I had the same issue with my ex. I just deleted her because I knew it was painful to see her on MSN... Even when she was blocked. It was just too much for me. It'll probably get to that point with you. My ex also "didn't mean to" fall in love with another woman. I say to hell with that and I'm calling BS. Be angry she did this to you, it helps.
mickleb Posted September 14, 2010 Posted September 14, 2010 I just feel so sh*t and I'm dying to cry. I can't do that until I'm on my own, ggrrr! I still don't have it in me to delete her. Where are you that you can't have a good cry? Go to the loo and get it out, girl! (That sounds proper wrong. Sorry! ) What is stopping you from deleting her? x
ShannonMI Posted September 14, 2010 Posted September 14, 2010 I thought I was doing ok until she reappeared. I have her on block on msn, but she hadn't been online in weeks. Then today she reappeared and I swear my gut turned upside down. I feel so sick! I stupidly asked a mutual friend if she mentioned me at all and she said she noticed I've blocked her and she told this friend that she didn't mean to fall in love with this other girl. Bullsh*t! I just feel so sh*t and I'm dying to cry. I can't do that until I'm on my own, ggrrr! I still don't have it in me to delete her. Do yourself a favor and delete her. Please! And cry it out. That always makes me feel better. Go where you can just cry. I've gone into the bathroom at work and broken down. It's ok.
Author WolfRouge Posted September 14, 2010 Author Posted September 14, 2010 Iselia: I turned the computer off for a while to try and think and you're right... I told myself I have to delete her. Which I did when I logged back in. It was so hard, but I had to. I can always put it back in the future. And I'm so angry with her, but I can't get angry. If that makes sense? mickleb: I was at home with my brothers, sisters, mum and nan. If I disappear for ages, I just get followed. They know what I'm like. If I disappear for too long, they end up checking on me :-/ I couldn't delete her because I didn't feel ready. I was scared. ShannonMI: I have done that before, but I hate it when people check to see if I'm ok.
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