vincent1337 Posted September 12, 2010 Posted September 12, 2010 At the end of June this year, I met this girl through one of my friends. She was the prettiest girl I have ever met, and has a good sense of humor and was always very cheerful. I was very happy every time I saw her. Unfortunately she lives about 2 hours bus away from me, so I never got to see her often. After we met, we talked on MSN very often, and a week afterwards, she told me that she likes me, (more than a friend) I said I was feeling the same way too. Throughout July to August, I only got to see her once, because she went on vacation for most of the time. We kept contact by texting and internet, and we just kept it going. She came back in the first week of August, and I got to see her 3 times that week. We went to the beach twice and the movies once. She invited me to all those places. We did kiss and made out. So I thought we were pretty much together. Like boyfriends and girlfriends. I wanted the asking her out moment to be something special. I wanted to bring her to this really nice park, being romantic and all. Then for the next week, I never got to see her again. She told me that her friend told her that Im just leading her on. Because I was taking too long to officially ask her out. Then I made 110% effort to try to get her to come out and see each other. Nope. She was busy the whole time. Either coincidentally or intentionally. Then on Wednesday that week. She met a guy named Joe. Apparently he is really good looking. On that Thursday, they went to the beach together with a bunch of other friends. And Joe asked her out. Maybe it was her friend that told him to ask her out. Since she was in a vulnerable spot. She said yes! She didnt reply my texts that night. I didn't know what was going on. I asked her how her day was. She was like "Fine" I thought something was wrong. So I asked if there was anything she wanted to tell me. She said shes in a relationship now. I was too slow. Thursday night. She started talking to me. She told me Joe was leaving for England on Friday. She told me how she still likes me so much and all. Seems like she wanted to get back together. I acted like I was not very happy about what she did. But I thought I still have a chance with this girl. Friday, she stopped talking to me. I stroke up a conversation. She told me Joe left. And he is coming back in October. Said she can't be with me and all. I decided to move on. Not very happy of course. Very disappointed. THIS is not OVER yet! I wrote a letter to her later on. Just summing up all the great moments we had. And showed her that I was really serious about our relationship. Explaining how I was not a player. And how I love her so much. I wished the best for her and Joe. She never replied. But I think she got the idea. I started the NC, removed and blocked her from everything. 3 weeks later. While at work. She texted me. She said something along the lines of. "I was falling in love with you. But I was too stupid to notice it. I was heartbroken when you didn't ask me out. and im sorry" She asked if we can talk as friends. and how I was. I replied with context not seeming interested. Then she asked that if I would be mad if she came and visit me. She said she misses me and wanted to see me. How she is not 100% over me yet. I had a bad feeling and I gave her reason NOT to come to see me. Saying how it was pointless and all. She kept on insisting to see me. I told my best buddy about this. He said that I should just go and talk to her. See if this would work out in the end. So then we decided to see each other in 3 days. (Labor Day) I met up with her in Labor day. We went to the mall. Walked around. Having casual talks. Then we sat down in a park. I started talking about our problems. I said did you really go out with a guy whom you just met for 2 days. She said I took too long and decided to just go for it. And then she said she really missed me and said she still likes me. Then she hugged me. For quite awhile.. Then out of nowhere. She went in for a kiss. I couldn't resist. And then the next thing I know was that she started making out with me. And was at it for an hour. We held hands afterwards. Walked around. I asked her out. She said she didn't know what to say. We then went on the transit and I brought her home. She texted me later saying how glad she was that I came out and saw her. And didn't regret making out with me that day. It felt right according to her. She said was glad that happened. We talked on MSN later that night. She was being really cheerful , and we talked like how we talked a month ago. We talked for like 3 hours. I thought everything was going great. Then she went to bed. Then the next day. I started texting her. She replied with simple words like "Yeah","Okay","No" I felt like something was strange, since we didn't talk like that last night. I asked her if she still thinks Im a player. She said no. I asked if she wants to be with me. She said she doesnt know. I told her that when she thinks it through. She should tell me. She just said , Okay. I told my buddy about the situation. He said just wait. 2 days later. She still hasnt talked to me yet. So I told my buddy to ask her whats going on. If shes decided who she wanted to be with. She said something like. "I really liked him once. But it doesnt feel right anymore. You can tell him" My buddy brought me the news. I felt like my heart just took a bullet. I thought that she would really come back to me. Later that night. I decided to go on NC again. Forever this time. I felt like she was leading me on this time. I never wanted to see her face again on my facebook. I did a little bit of "Facebook stalking" before I blocked her. I found out that the week that she texted me. Her friend posted on her wall saying something like "Dont get pissed off at me! I know things arent really working with you and Joe. But you shouldnt get mad at your friend like this!" This wallpost was before she started texting me again. I also found out that , before she went to bed on Monday night, She posted up some song lyrics as her facebook status. Using my amazing google skills. I found out that they were lyrics from a band in England. What this means is that. On Monday night, before she went to bed, she and Joe were talking. And they got their spark back up again. Which means that. She didn't need me anymore. Again. She broke my heart twice, in less than a month. I feel betrayed right now. She took advantage of me. She is a cheater. She is too easy to get. She is shallow. She is the player here. She is like a helicopter. Changing from guy to guy way too fast. I have a feeling that after shes done with Joe. Shes gonna pole around again. Trying to come back to me. No matter how much I dislike her right now. With all these reasons to hate her. Im still feeling down. For the second time.
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