Girl Friend Cheating

[James Rock]

Hello friends. Today i'm very dipressed and confused. I'm very introverted person. i have a girlfriend. she is very beautiful cute and loveable.

 

I love her more than anything or anyone else in this world. I fell in love with her on the first sight. Ok the problem is that we met eachother over net. She lives in a different state and i'm far from her.

 

I love her and trust her more than me. But noticed change in her daily routine and many other things. we had profiles on orkut. i scraped her lovely scaps becuase i love her too much. i wrote a testimonial for her. In this testimonial i create a beautiful red heart written that i love her with her name.

 

I even written a beautiful poem to her in another testimonial but all in vain she didn't accepted those testimonials. she also restricted me to write a loving quotes or love messages on her scrapbook.

 

i can only dedicate her songs in her scraps and graphics shaayaries etc.

All i can say i can not say that i love her socially or over networking sites.

 

we can only talk over phone and i can only say that i love her over phone where only she can listen me. Every time when she needs to talk with me she send me msg or send me a missed call so that i should call her.

 

i gift her many beautiful and expensive things because i didn't love anyone else that much i do love with her.

 

After her denial of love scaps and testimonials i started notice her orkut friends. and then one day succeded to opend my g/friends email. i was shocked when i saw her mails. there was a boy i found her ex-boyfriend, he is also in her orkut friends list and now he is married.

 

one another draft i have found written by her experssing her love with second another boy who had left her. means he was another ex boyfriend.

 

But still i continued my relationship and my endless love with her because i don't want to loose her.

 

i make up my mind and thought that these boys are her past and i'm her present so i give sympathy to my heart.

 

We shared the most intimate feeling with eachother. Once i touched her in a park. but i was a little shakey while doing such things touching huging kissing and she was a much confident even while i touch her most intimate places. i was a little trambled whehther i was doing right or wrong with her, as i'm very religious person and for me it was wrong before marriage. i have found many e-mails for this guy she sent him and i forwared these mails to my e-mail.

 

I was surprised with her confidence. One day i caught her on Yahoo Msngr. from my PC. She was doing chat with her married ex boyfrined. this man live far from her. but he ask her to open her webcam.

 

My girlfriend always says that she do not chat with anybuddy else except me. She was lying.

 

Recently on one another occation i opened her messenger and a guy was there started chatting with me. i aslo chat with him and then he aslo asked me open the cam. i also called her Jaan. He also say that "i love you". And this time i was shartterd. After this recent incident when this guy realized that there is someone else on her id he called her up and tell her to change her password. But i was a little fast and i change her password before she do.

 

My heart is now completely broken. My heart was crying badly. I can't describe the time i am had.

 

I still love her too much more than anyone else in the world.

 

She always started crying loudly and badly and she says she also not eating food when ever i stop talking with her that's why i can't say her that i opened her mails i know everything about her, her affairs. She will start crying again and i don't know whether she will stop having food.

 

i don't know wheather really stop having food whenever i stop talking with her or not.

 

What would i do now. Please help. i want to leave her. but i can't cause i love her too much. and i know that its hard to live with a cheater.

 

Shall i continoue this relationship with her and should i start sexual relationship without any emotional attachment.

 

Or shall break every contact with her without knowing her condition without me.

 

 

Friends please help me out.

Edited September 12, 2010 by James Rock

[Joe Normal]

If you enjoy being cheated on, having no self-respect, being a figure of mockery that everyone laughs at, catching STDs, raising other men's children, and then getting cleaned out in divorce court, then by all means stay with this woman.