t1ff4n1 Posted September 12, 2010 Posted September 12, 2010 So I went 15 days nc! Was doing great. Went out last night and drunk too much and ended up drunk dialing....big mistake! Ended up round his, we chatted and laughed for 3 hours about everything in life except what happened with us, I past my test recently and I brought my dream car friday so I shared that news with him and he was really chuffed for me. Any way I start playing with the dog on the floor, and keep catching him looking at me through the corner of my eye, so the next time I catch him doing it and he says how gorgeous are you looking at the minute? One thing leads to another and we get carried away, I kissed him but I wouldn't engage in anything sexual with him, not that it makes anything any better! I got in the taxi home and just broke down, I can see he still loves me and I see him let himself feel at ease with me then something in his head switches. I don't regret breaking no contact because it was just so nice to chat with him but as of today back to no contact, as I feel a big difference in myself when talking to him now and that's just 2 weeks. I didn't get that stabbing pain when looking at him and I didn't feel the need to pressure him. So why the hell did I get emotional coming home?
charliecharlie Posted September 12, 2010 Posted September 12, 2010 Hi there, You didn't tell us how long you guys have been together and whether it was you or him that broke up? What I sense from your story is that there's still enough feelings between the both of you? So what was the dealbreaker? If you can still talk and laugh for 3 hours, there must still be a strong connection between the two of you, right?
Author t1ff4n1 Posted September 13, 2010 Author Posted September 13, 2010 Hi there, You didn't tell us how long you guys have been together and whether it was you or him that broke up? What I sense from your story is that there's still enough feelings between the both of you? So what was the dealbreaker? If you can still talk and laugh for 3 hours, there must still be a strong connection between the two of you, right? Hi, We was together 7 years, both each others first love and we did have a fantastic relationship. we split up in May He broke up with me the deal breaker was that id began feeling a little neglected over a period of a few weeks and it ended in a heated row in which i said something pretty nasty which i didnt mean and i wouldnt do. I told him if someone paid me attention i would take them up on the offer, i suppose i wanted to make him realise but went the total wrong way about it! At first he just wanted time apart for us too cool off but i went physco nagging him, begging him etc and it just got so out of hand and stupid, i think this was the real damage. He just said too much hurt has happened since the initial breakup, he has took this breakup as bad as me. Maybe when we heal,he would like to try again. We did have a break through a couple of months ago where we was meeting for coffee only at Mcdonalds but then i had a day when i got emotional and phoned him which put a stop to that, i have asked since and he said he cant deal with the emotionals again. It was so nice chatting away, i suppose i cried because when he shut that door and said night i was shot right back to reality again
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