Bad day/ why's it so awkward?

[Banega100]

Split up at the start of summer, currently back at college, sharing a common room, as she is in her first year and me my second at the same college.

 

She broke it off and i did a handful of pussy things, that are as follows;

in the two weeks it went sour i kept asking if she was still interested as i was completely paranoid about her being distant, when this may have been down to her girl time, until of course, her feelings did change

 

1. shouted at her on the phone when she didnt call me back one time (eesshk)

 

2. her pulling away caused me to chase after her hard, inviting her to done stuff all the time.

 

3. offering to call too often, whilst she never called

 

4. initiating talks about 'us'

 

5. as she broke us up i shouted at her some more, as she lead into the break up by trying to pin it all on me or whatever.

 

After the break up i sorted myself out and didnt contact her at all, and deleted her off facebook. So anyway, today i've forced a smile, and i did yesterday too. but it's so awkward between us, her friends can't sit with mine due to this awkwardness. It's horrible, and dissapointment englufs me. This is a lost cause, i just find it devastating that she can't bare to be around me (setting off for school at a different time so as to avoid passing me walking, and keeping her head down when she passes me), when i used to be the one she would seek out around school. What gives? why's it awkward for her?

 

thanks.

[fabio10]

Hey bro, will know how you feel in two weeks me and my ex are on the same course, same classes, all day everyday hope Im not in the exact hell your in I feel for you !

 

Maybe she is ashamed cause she hurt you or she might think you hate her !!? Are you going to try and make some sort of compromise with her so you can both get through college, I know you feel bad about the pussy things you did after the breakup Im the exact same but just forget whats done is done you can't change the past but you can the future