C'est La Vie Posted September 5, 2010 Posted September 5, 2010 The story, for those of you who haven't seen it yet: http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t244427/ We were never actually a couple, but I have such intense feelings for him.... Ugh. I initiated NC on Thursday. I kept it up for 48 hours, and then last night I remembered that he would be heading home early this morning (out of town for the weekend)... so I decided to just send him a text saying, "Hey. Hope you're having a fun trip, and I hope you have a safe trip home tomorrow. Take care." USUALLY he replies back with something - a smiley face, a "thank you", something... but this time? Nothing. I figured, "Ok. He's busy. He's just enjoying the last remainder of his time with his family and friends. It's all good." ... Until an hour ago. I log onto Facebook, to see that he's on there. He's home. He's talking to people. He's updating status'.... So basically, I have been ignored. Why? HE was the one who said he wanted to be friends if I was OK with it. Obviously I'm not OK with it right now, but... why doesn't he even want to acknowledge me now? Maybe he has had time to think and has realized that I'm not even worthy of having around as a "friend" in the future because I was so "pushy" with him about the relationship stuff. All I know is I am very very very upset right now. My heart feels like it dropped into the bottom of my stomach. I feel like I want to go throw up. I feel like I want to die right now.
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