alwayswaiting Posted September 3, 2010 Posted September 3, 2010 I don't even know where to start with my relationship! I guess the beginning....Well X and I started seeing eachother 8 months ago he just finished a 6 year relationship and had a 3 year old girl....Everything was going really well...he wnted to eep our relationship a secret to begin with from his ex as he didn't want to rock the boat with seeing his daughter...but a few months in I found out he hd slept with her! I immediately ended and told him I never wanted to see him again. But as you can imagine he wormed his way bac in and everything eventually was great again and I thought I made the right choice...his ex now knows about us and although she doesn't want me to have contact with her daughter we do occasionally go out with him and his daughter and my gorgeous son who is 4. However, after me feeling lie he is pulling away and usuing his daughter as an excuse a. not to see me and b. not to txt or call he's now saying I'm a psycho and need to get a grip! I'm strggling with the fact that his daughter will always come first but I'm not unreasonable with it as my son will always come first for me but eventually I think that a child nd partner will be equal to eachother...he says he can't ever see this happening. Basically I feel lie he is pushing me away because he knows that I won't let go...I dunno why he does this maybe he enjoys knowing that he has the power to end it whenever he likes?? I'm never usually like this...I don't over analyze things and I certinly wouldn't ever tell anyone about it...but I feel lie he driving me nuts. He used to say that his ex was a psycho who used to txt all the time and whinge that he never spent anytime with her but he does that to me and I can kinda understand why she wouldn've got annoyed! Anyway the jist of it is...right now it's make or break, I said I don't wnna involve my son anymore and he's done the same in retaliation...so we won't see eachother much but everytime I see him lately it's horrible and we always suggest that we should brea up but neither of us do it?? Why is that? I'm so confused if he wants me then why doesn't he act lie it and if he doesn't why can't he be man enough to admit it???! So much more to this than I cn write but that's the jist of it. I hope someone can shed some light on it...cause I'm ll out of ideas! x
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