ShannonMI Posted August 30, 2010 Posted August 30, 2010 (edited) D, I'm writing this to tell you that I want nothing to do with you ever again. You say you want to be friends with me, but you don't deserve to have me in your life. You wasted 8 good years of my life and why the f*ck would I want to waste another minute being your friend? I can't stand the person you've become. You gave our 8 year relationship up to revert back to your college days. You're dating a 20 year old for christ sake. What on earth are you getting out of THAT relationship? You are such a piece of s*it. Honestly, I hate you. You've ripped my heart out and you couldn't care less. I'm seeing a therapist, taking anti-depressants and you're f*cking a 20 year old. Living it up. How is this at all fair? I wish you could feel just an ounce of the pain I'm feeling. You deserve to feel all of it and then some. I just want you to know what you've done to me. How does it make you feel? If I were you I would feel pretty f*cking low. After all we've been through, after all the love and support I gave you, this is what I get. "Oh, I've changed and we aren't right together." Is your 20 year old a good fit for you? Does she deal with you never being around? Working all those hours you work. Does she listen to you vent about your job and give you advice? Does she make your f*cking lunch everyday for work? Does she deal with all the hours you spend with your band? You were such a shi**y boyfriend to me, now that I look back on it. What a waste our relationship was. You were never around. You never spend enough time with me. Maybe that's why you think we grew apart and we weren't "right for each other." IT'S BECAUSE YOU NEVER GAVE A S*IT! YOU STOPPED PUTTING ANY EFFORT INTO US A LONG TIME AGO!! I never nagged you because I knew how important your career and band was to you. Now looking back, I see you were a selfish pr*ck who didn't care. You don't deserve my love or friendship. I will NEVER be your friend. After all the pain you've caused me, why the hell should I ever give you the time of day again. You are a f*cking waste. You can forget seeing Miloh, as well. You gave us both up. You don't deserve to see the dog. "Contact me when you are ready to be friends and let me see the dog" you said. That day will never come, a**hole. Keep dreaming. You can't have the best of both worlds. Me, giving you my friendship and letting you see your precious Miloh while you live your college years again. F*ck you. Go get yourself a new dog. You replaced me, now you can replace the dog too. Have a nice life a**hole, Shannon P.S. And when your little college skank dumps you because you never spend time with her or she gives you herpes, don't call me. I'll have no sympathy for your pathetic a**. You deserve to feel all the pain that comes with getting s*it on. I hope she burns you good. That's what you deserve. Edited August 30, 2010 by ShannonMI
TaraMaiden Posted August 30, 2010 Posted August 30, 2010 Worse than that, it's sent from a seat of emotion, and emotions rarely speak sense, are logical or even clever. Truly, I know I sound cruel, but please trust us on this one: Such a letter will bring you nothing but mockery, and it will arm them against you. Why give them fodder? And actually - do you have a right to deprive him of seeing his son, or his son, his father? Do I take it that this is merely a ruddy good vent, and that actually, much as you'd like it to, this letter will not reach him?
hopesndreams Posted August 30, 2010 Posted August 30, 2010 You can forget seeing Miloh, as well. You gave us both up. You don't deserve to see the dog. No kids.
TaraMaiden Posted August 30, 2010 Posted August 30, 2010 some people are born dumb@sses, others achieve dumbassedness, others yet have dumbassedness thrust upon them. Pick one, I'll go for it......
Author ShannonMI Posted August 30, 2010 Author Posted August 30, 2010 Worse than that, it's sent from a seat of emotion, and emotions rarely speak sense, are logical or even clever. Truly, I know I sound cruel, but please trust us on this one: Such a letter will bring you nothing but mockery, and it will arm them against you. Why give them fodder? And actually - do you have a right to deprive him of seeing his son, or his son, his father? Do I take it that this is merely a ruddy good vent, and that actually, much as you'd like it to, this letter will not reach him? Miloh is a dog, not a child and my ex has asked repeatedly to see him. He doesn't deserve to see the dog. This letter was purely a vent. I would never send it, but I would love to. I hate his guts right now.
Meaplus3 Posted August 30, 2010 Posted August 30, 2010 Good for you Shannon. A great way to express your feelings. I just may do this very same thing. Have an issue with a now x friend who used me. Writing down my thoughts sounds good. Hang in there. Mea
Author ShannonMI Posted August 30, 2010 Author Posted August 30, 2010 Good for you Shannon. A great way to express your feelings. I just may do this very same thing. Have an issue with a now x friend who used me. Writing down my thoughts sounds good. Hang in there. Mea It's extremely theraputic to write these "vent" letters. I would never send this letter because I know it would do no good and I'd be considered a lunatic. It feels very good letting it all out, though.
redmelon Posted August 30, 2010 Posted August 30, 2010 I appreciate a good diatribe, as I feel I can commiserate. Nice work, hope it helped to get it out...
Author ShannonMI Posted August 30, 2010 Author Posted August 30, 2010 I appreciate a good diatribe, as I feel I can commiserate. Nice work, hope it helped to get it out... It did. I'm still angry, though
Meaplus3 Posted August 30, 2010 Posted August 30, 2010 It's extremely theraputic to write these "vent" letters. I would never send this letter because I know it would do no good and I'd be considered a lunatic. It feels very good letting it all out, though. Look for my letter soon!! Yes.. Very good to get this stuff out. Mea
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