xx.Kael.xx Posted August 29, 2010 Posted August 29, 2010 But doesn't want to be with me? What the hell...I'm starting to get a little annoyed. She's calling me a stud, telling me she loves me...and yet **** I don't know. I'm mentally & physically sick of this life. Why is she still the most important thing to me? I find myself praying everynight for God or whoever to rid me of human emotions. If I ever fall in love again, just kill me. I don't care, I'm a lost cause with a cry for help & I just can't push myself to bother living. Can't afford therapy, or anything. I'm always waking up wishing I were dead, or gone. This isn't healthy...I can't go on like this.
PegNosePete Posted August 29, 2010 Posted August 29, 2010 How do you know what she says about you? Is this some new kind of NC that you're trying out? More of the C and not so much of the N?!
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