DayAfterDay Posted August 29, 2010 Posted August 29, 2010 I've been suffering a terrible breakup since March of this year. Oh, it's been bad as you may have seen from my previous threads. It has been 5 and a half months since the break-up, and 90% of it has been NC but I had a weird thing happen last night. I was out with friends and I was looking at other girls and started to (for the first time) get a feeling that things would be okay and that it is possible for me to find someone else. But the weird thing is, this really bothered me, because I still don't want to picture my life with anyone else. I shouldn't be feeling that way, I should be happy that i've found that I can find someone else again. It's obvious that I'm still not over my ex, and I know that, we were together for 3 years and she broke it off in March. But this kind of freaked me out a little bit, because I'd talk to and see girls I thought were attractive, I'd think of my ex, and just be like "eh". But I still love her (the ex) and would probably try something again if she came back and was 100% serious about a reunion. What does this mean? Is it good?
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