xOpinksushixO Posted August 24, 2010 Posted August 24, 2010 My ex dumped me about two and half months ago. And we been having no contact for about 7 weeks now. And, it seems it just gets harder and harder everyday. I thought I was feeling better for like two days. But, I guess I was wrong. I miss him like crazy, and I want him back. But, I'm trying to keep the no contact to stand up for myself. For the pass three days, I came so close to contacting him again. And, it's driving me insane!! I try not to keep the "hope" that he will come back. Since he may never will. Especially since he's the type that hides his feelings, and is definitely hard to read. Also, this the second major break up we had. We had one three years ago, but we got back together six months later. Since we were talking, everyday. We had one earlier this year but it was only for two days, and I ignored him during that time. But he messaged saying sorry, and w.e. So we got back together. Now he broke up with me AGAIN. Then I deleted him from everything, facebook, xbox, with out telling him a thing, then I just stopped talking to him. And, that's how the no contact really started. I guess I feel that I really regret doing that, because I'm afraid that he'll think I hate him, and never talk to me again. Since he has done that before.
Buccaneer55 Posted August 24, 2010 Posted August 24, 2010 Time is going to make this easier. I'm kind of in the same situation me and my now ex girlfriend broke up 3 years ago to get back together just a few months down the road, and now we're on our second major break-up. I'm trying to learn from my own mistakes, and let me tell you, that you shouldn't contact him. By doing so everything you've worked hard at for the last 7 weeks will be lost, especially if he doesn't want you back. I'm pretty sure you don't want to start back over do you? I have urges to call and text my ex but I have to let it go, she ended it, and if she wants to talk she knows where to find me, and I think the same should go for you. Keep your head up
Author xOpinksushixO Posted August 24, 2010 Author Posted August 24, 2010 To be honest. I don't think he wanted the break up to be final. Since he posted something on his facebook saying "permant". Then he finally changed his address, and everything. ( that was seven weeks back). And, now I saw that he left a comment on my sister picture. And, my SISTER hates him. And, he was acting like a complete jerk the last time he saw her. And, now he's going to talk to like everything is ok. To me I see that as a way of trying to break the ice. But, who knows.... :/ And, yes I don't want to start over if I do contact him, and he then tells me to go away. I feel if that happens then all the work I did with "pretending" that I'm happy. Will be for nothing... But, then I'm afraid that he will never have the guts. To ever talk to me again, because I know he's sitting there saying "she hates me". Since the last time we broke up. He said that I hated him, and he's the one that broke up with me. And, I told him everyday I wanted to be with him.
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