LostInTurn Posted August 23, 2010 Posted August 23, 2010 It doesn't matter how he: would kiss me at a stop light, would sit next to me when we went to dinner, would look into my eyes and tell me he loved me and I was beautiful, would message me during the day (shi*t, I even forgot about that until just now and that was one of the things I told everyone I would miss the most), how I could call you in the middle of the night when I couldn't sleep (I'm sleeping now sh*t head... I may have bad dreams, I may toss and turn, but I'm not sleeping on that damn couch anymore because I miss you!)... having said that why the hell was I ever missing you when we were together anyway? Wait, I know... you were probably at your friends getting high. Anyway... it doesn't matter how, I would snuggle up to you and fall asleep, how you would tell me dinner was yummy, how you would tell me I was amazing or that I was perfect. NONE of this matters... why... Because dinner will always be made with love and be good, I will always be amazing, someone else will look DEEPER into my eyes and love me, I sleep... like I explained above, someone else will pull over when we're driving look at me and kiss me... nevermind stopping at a damn street light for that sh*t, someone else will not only message me during the day but no you know what... they won't need to message me during the day always because we'll be so in love I can day dream about them and just waiting to see them later and the anticipation will make me happy... stupid black berry messages. F you, you stupid assh*le. I think I am finally starting to realize the sh*t you have put me through these last three weeks. Good for you. Gold star. A f'n plus. Never again. This morning was the last of it. Who are you? The creator of all things wonderful? No, not at all. You're a pathetic excuse for a person. Do what you need to do B. And I used to call you 'BReal'. I thought you were real. You're the furthest things from real. Someone real doesn't make someone amazing forget was 'nice' is. Bravo again.
bboy Posted August 23, 2010 Posted August 23, 2010 .....and the cool thing is when you meet a new person. They introduce you to new stuff. Funny that we always think that there is only one person who could have done this to us. Our ex. I've been pulling me through several relationships and realize that each person is an individual and while I shall not expect the exact same out of the next person. There will be instead something completely new experience. Hence I will learn more, feel more and me more surprised next time! NEXT!
GrayClouds Posted August 23, 2010 Posted August 23, 2010 And I used to call you 'BReal'. Now you realize you was not making a statement but if fact you was making a request! You subconscious knew something.
Author LostInTurn Posted August 24, 2010 Author Posted August 24, 2010 Now you realize you was not making a statement but if fact you was making a request! You subconscious knew something. I certainly hope so. I hope my mindset tomorrow is the same.
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