LostInTurn Posted August 22, 2010 Posted August 22, 2010 Couple things: Its early a.m. Where I . And I just woke from the most accurate dream I've had in awhile. I was at the exs house (different house though) we were sitting on a deck after hanging out. I remember he said something about how I sent too many texts (this would have been me breaking NC) he said something else. I remember his family was outside at the BBQ. I suddenly stood up and yelled 'Yea, well I f'n hate you!!!' And went to my car. The second thing I know exactly what I want to put in the letter to him. It makes sense now. I almost text him, but I post here instead. That dream seemed so real.
WallyExPRESS Posted August 22, 2010 Posted August 22, 2010 thats crazy, i wish i can dream, i cant even sleep right now
Jabez Posted August 22, 2010 Posted August 22, 2010 Meh..the only thing I can do right now is drink every night after work, at least then I don't dream about her. But if I could, I'd try the impossible and perform inception on myself and forget all about my ex and move on
WallyExPRESS Posted August 22, 2010 Posted August 22, 2010 i am with you there. i am on my 16 beer.........
Username37 Posted August 22, 2010 Posted August 22, 2010 i am with you there. i am on my 16 beer......... Put the bottle down my friend. That will only make things worse. And yeah I know how you feel Lost. I get those dreams, and it feels so real. You feel happy...until you wake up.
Jabez Posted August 22, 2010 Posted August 22, 2010 I agree that drinking won't take the pain away..but it'll at least numb it enough so you don't stay awake afraid to fall asleep and dream about them
WallyExPRESS Posted August 22, 2010 Posted August 22, 2010 then what i can do... dont mean to thread jack O.P http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t242651/
Username37 Posted August 22, 2010 Posted August 22, 2010 then what i can do... dont mean to thread jack O.P http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t242651/ Workout, hang with friends, Loveshack (that's a good one!) Just look back. What made you happy before your ex? Remember and do that stuff.
flyguy23 Posted August 22, 2010 Posted August 22, 2010 My sleeping has gotten terrible. I cant stay asleep for more than a couple hours. I wake up so early now and toss and turn all night
Author LostInTurn Posted August 22, 2010 Author Posted August 22, 2010 Previous nights dreams were terrible. I was at the point where I would take a pill to relax my nerves and thoughts, just so I could sleep. However, the dreams were still bothersome. Last night, I actually stood up for myself in my dream. Sambo repsonded back to one of my posts and said something about how I need to know there is a great guy around the corned from me. I have been reminding myself of this. When I wake-up and feel bad, I remember this and tell myself I will be happy because I am a happy person (even though the current situation is a terrible one) I try to keep reminding myself that I'm amazing and great. No one can take that away from me. I have not had one drink since the split because I feel it will just depress me. Everyone has their own methods, but I don't know. Some morning I wakeup with a song playing in my mind. Typically its some stupid love song. We'll, this morning it was that song by (I can't remember the guys name) but it goes 'I can't keep loving you, can't keep loving you' Its true. When I really think about it. Do I still love him? Not like I did. There's so much pain, he doesn't deserve my love and all that I can give. I hope nights sleep gets easier for each of you, soon.
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