Surfer Girl Posted August 18, 2010 Posted August 18, 2010 I have tried very hard to get on with my life.... and now this... It has my heart beating... Yes, I still love this man, but know the outcome will leave me in a place my heart needs to let go.... I really thought he would get it and leave me be.... why now when I finally get to a place where I really thought it was over... I am very weak when it comes to this.... I need support big time not to go through this again.... please help me not respond.... I must be co-dependent as this is the hardest time for me..... I always wished he would contact me but was so relieved when he did not.... Now I am a mess again... have not read the e-mail as I am not sure I want to....What I once wanted,,,, yearning for an e-mail.... I am not sure I want anymore... this is very hard on me.... I am at a loss as to what to do... please help me be strong.....
skydiveaddict Posted August 18, 2010 Posted August 18, 2010 DON"T READ IT. It will only set you back. Delete it RIGHT now, that's an order (I'm in the military ,I get to say those things). But seriously, I'm sure you're young and beautiful and there is a REAL guy out there that will love you for who you are. take care, things will be all right you will get through this
Nappeal Posted August 18, 2010 Posted August 18, 2010 Definitely don't read it!!!! Just delete it now!!!! You've already gone this long - do not backtrack, you are not missing anything! If its important he will send another one. Don't hurt yourself again.
skydiveaddict Posted August 18, 2010 Posted August 18, 2010 You better not read that worthless email' don't make me mad
skydiveaddict Posted August 18, 2010 Posted August 18, 2010 Go surfing instead. Forget him, there new and better things/ men ahead for you I promise.
Author Surfer Girl Posted August 18, 2010 Author Posted August 18, 2010 Thank you skydiver... You are very kind in your words..... I am 51 and still somewhat attractive.... when you get to a certain age... history places an important part in your life... I get that!!!
skydiveaddict Posted August 18, 2010 Posted August 18, 2010 (edited) Thank you skydiver... You are very kind in your words..... I am 51 and still somewhat attractive.... when you get to a certain age... history places an important part in your life... I get that!!! Well whadda ya know,I'm 51 as well and my gf dumped as soon as I got home from Afghanistan last year. And I bet you are still beautiful, carry on. AND DELETE THAT DAMNED EMAIL Edited August 18, 2010 by skydiveaddict
Author Surfer Girl Posted August 18, 2010 Author Posted August 18, 2010 Do you ever think that when you have had the best times with someone... that at a certain time and age that you won't get something better... was the history of this one person make you realize hello... this is the one... and how long is it going to take that someone to realize you are the one! and the grass is not greener on the other side.... He really pisses me off... that he may never get it.... and maybe I don't get it either... but how do you get it back.... I just don't want the roller coaster ride..... again.... but I may never find this again.... Uggggh this sucks....
skydiveaddict Posted August 18, 2010 Posted August 18, 2010 there is someone out there for you, and you will find him. I know you will. Don't give up. it will happen. As for me, I am different, my life really has little meaning to me anymore so I am willing to take risks that others might not. But that's not a bad thing, I have a Lotta fun living it
Author Surfer Girl Posted August 18, 2010 Author Posted August 18, 2010 what do you mean life has no meaning anymore? you are still going on with life... doing what you need to to...giving great advice... and helping others move on... that means allot.... don't forget that... as you have helped me.... realize I need to move on as much as you do!!!!
lalalandman Posted August 19, 2010 Posted August 19, 2010 I think he meant he has nothing to lose, so he takes risks, like skydiving. Because he's totally lost his top and is looney now. Don't worry he's fine.
edgeofdarkness Posted August 19, 2010 Posted August 19, 2010 have u deleted yet, i hope so. anybody who does this to you doesent deserve the time of day. get over him, and dont even give him the satisfaction of even looking at the crap hes sent you. who cares? why do they want to rip your heart out not once but loads of times? fuc*incrazee!
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