HopeLove Posted August 14, 2010 Posted August 14, 2010 I'm starting NC again. Last time I managed to apply NC for nearly 1 1/2 months. Now it needs to go much much longer, at least until I'll be able to think of him only as an ex. Someone with whom I share some time of my life but being absolutely fine is over. Hope I'll be strong enough and will be able to move on. I need so much to move on. I can't keep killing myself.
bonpaw2008 Posted August 14, 2010 Posted August 14, 2010 You're a good girl, you got this. Start focusing on you, where do you want to go next, what do you want to be?
deux ex machina Posted August 14, 2010 Posted August 14, 2010 You can do this, Hope. I found what really helped in the early stages was keeping a lot of things that inspired me to keep at NC near my fingertips - posts on LS I printed out, or my journal that I could write whatever uncensored stuff I wanted to in. Other things that helped quite a bit were little treats, just for me...a bubble bath, or a funny show. It will get better. It really will.
Author HopeLove Posted August 15, 2010 Author Posted August 15, 2010 It's over 3 1/2 months since the breakup and I still love him and miss him. I can't believe how all this hurts me. I wish things were so different...
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