Wings Of Love Posted August 14, 2010 Posted August 14, 2010 I'll get right into it. My ex and I kissed last night. Some of you may have seen my previous posts, so you may know he has been attempting to set me up with a friend of his. The three of us have met up several times in the last 2 weeks, and my ex and I seem to have slowly gotten closer in that time. We all spent the day together yesterday, had a really good time. My ex was exhausted, but he insisted on seeing his friend onto the train and then walking me home. When we were alone, he put his arms around me and we went home looking very much like a couple. He'd left his moped at my house, so I gave him his helmet and said goodbye. But when we hugged, neither of us wanted to let go. We got talking about things and he suddenly said I should do whatever makes me happy. I told him I couldn't, because it would be crossing a line. He said it didn't matter. And then, as we hugged again, we both leaned in and kissed. It happened repeatedly after that. He had to get home though, so (very reluctantly it seemed) he hugged and kissed me again and left. We spoke online when he got home and he said he really enjoyed it, but he wasn't sure what to do about his friend, who has feelings for me. Now I definitely felt something between us. I don't know if he did though. My family, who spent some time with both of us on Thursday, have also commented that they believe he still has some feelings for me because of his behaviour and how close we are. He finally realises my family still love him, after months of thinking they hated him for leaving me. I'm not sure what to think now. I really feel there was something to those kisses and the way he clung to me. But maybe it's wishful thinking.
Author Wings Of Love Posted August 15, 2010 Author Posted August 15, 2010 Now he seems to be avoiding seeing me again. We have spoken since it happened and he's been sweeter than ever, but now he won't even see this friend of his, let alone the two of us. This friend, we'll call him A, has no idea about the kiss. But he was talking about my ex's feelings for me last night and apparently my ex won't say if he still loves me or if he's completely over me. Thing is, he told me once before that we were over for good. So why is it so hard to say it now? Ugh, I am so confused now. I'm beginning to think he sees the kiss as a mistake. How could I be so stupid?
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