backadit Posted August 13, 2010 Posted August 13, 2010 I just filed the paperwork today and I feel like I don't know what's next. I was only married for three years and they were not that good. She was controlling, manipulative, and abusive. I could go on for a hundred threads about the dysfunctionality of our marraige, but the bottom line is... as pathetic as it is, I don't know what to do now. I have no money or time to go out and I have no real social network. My ex saw to that, and not to play the victim because I did not fight hard enough to keep control of my life. I had a long dry spell before I met my wife (over a year) no real female friends or girlfriends and no emotional connection to anyone. It was a damn hard year and the thought of a repeat does not sound do-able. I have a lot on my plate reaising a son with CP and now a daughter (marraige by "forgetting" the pill). I love them both more than anything in the world but I can't focus to be the father that I really am. Leaving was the absolute thing to do no questions but I can't help question is this going to turn out worse than being married. Appreciate any thoughts
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