Menafee Posted July 27, 2010 Posted July 27, 2010 My ex who i was with for almost 2 years ago broke up with me a year and a half ago. I met him through my sister, one of his bestfriends is her fiance. The first time he ever actually said "I love you" was about an hour after he broke up with me?! His family and I always knew he did and we were planning on getting married in a few years neither one of us just said it out loud. Anyways we stayed in contact and still saw eachother ALL the time, nobody even knew we broke up until i told them 6 months later after i found out he didnt tell them and he was seeing someone else, which why wouldnt he tell his friends and family we broke up? But anyways before he started seeing someone else we got into a fight because quite awhile before i was in a bad car accident and later found out i lost my baby, which i didnt even know i was pregnant i was only about a month in, but he assumed i "kept" it from him purposely. So later on he thought i was pregnant again,which i wasnt, and "being dumb and keeping things from him again". He left went to the bar and met his new girlfriend.. I didnt know about it yet i found out a few months ago from his friend he went to the bar with that night that thats the night he met her. So now he's been with her for almost a year and she now lives with him and his brother. He even brings her over to my sisters house sometimes, which i hate, and he usually asks what im doing, where im living, who im dating, if im working, and if i say anything about him. I just dont understand why he cares what im doing when he broke my heart and everytime i asked to be friends he wouldnt respond. He never told me why we originally broke up and before i knew about his new girlfriend we still talked. The last time we talked we didnt fight or anything we were friends. I just gave up i knew something was different and if he really loved me we'd end up together. I just wish he'd talk to me, he was my bestfriend and thats what i miss. And im even seeing one of his good friends,not sure if he knows or not, and hes even been going over their quite a bit so i dont want it to be weird if we see eachother, especially if he doesnt even know i know his friend yet..he never let me meet his friends i met his family and one of his friends and that was it, when we fought he'd say we dont have any mutual friends and thats what was our problem. Which now i know all of his friends and see them more than he does. I know him and his girlfriend fight all the time about the dumbest stuff and we never fought until after we broke up, i mean we had our arguements but nothing bad. He was the only guy i ever wanted a future with and i'll always love him, and truthfully i dont know if i could just be friends or if i see him if its going to be too painful for me. But i know i want him in my life even if it hurts, and i like my guy alot, i just dont think i could ever love anyone else as much as i do my ex.
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