messymichelle Posted July 26, 2010 Posted July 26, 2010 im having a good day today, i feel full of hope, that is hope for ME, and i just wanted to say thank you to everyone on ls that helped me get this far, mind you i still have a bit to go when i think back to the first few nights when i was unable to sleep and was searching the internet for a cure to my then unbearable pain, i became a member and wrote my story, for so many people that i have never met to start their replies with "im sorry your feeling this way " touched me, because everyone here is on some sort of a rollercoaster of individual problems yet still managed to find a few mins to help the fallen. it truly restores ones faith in humanity im much much stronger now than i was 2 months ago and its thanks to you guys for the support and advice as i said i still have a long way to go and although i still love my ex ive come to realise that the rose tinted glasses are falling and i can see that the relationship wasnt as perfect as i had thought, and although my ex has come grovelling back, where i would have say 3/4 weeks ago jumped through hoops to "fix things", i now realise its not that simple. now im the one thats not sure if i want to share my love and life with someone who 2 months ago didnt care enough about me to be honest. and who caused me so much pain that i didnt know where i was going or what i was doing, anyways im just going to take another few months to see what changes HE has made, because i know I have changed. so thank you dont worry i could be whining on here tomorrow !!!!
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