Stress under a second chance

[aqlp]

I'm 24 and I've only had one real girlfriend (my current one), and I've been with my current girlfriend for 2 years, living with her for a little over one. There was a time in my relationship that it seemed that my girlfriend hated me for a longer period of time than she loved me. In May after about three months stretch of what seemed to be pure anger toward me, I got week and starting talking sexually to someone else and that eventually lead to me giving her a back massage and her grabbing my cock (though nothing entered anything). I had planned to tell my girlfriend that I was breaking up with her the day after the back massage. This whole even lasted some three weeks.

 

So I told her I wanted to leave, that things just weren't working out, that I didn't seem to make her happy. She said she wanted to try again, so I told the other woman me and my girlfriend were trying again and I made the mistake that I kept talking to her about her life (and never mentioned anything about having sex). after two weeks my girlfriend thought I was acting strangely and looked at my computer while I was asleep, and discovered some texts stored by my client. Confronted me, broke up with me and a week later she said she would give me a second chance. So I've stopped talking to that woman. There was another woman who gave me a picture of her in underware, that I had held one night (nothing sexual) that I had stopped talking to when my girlfriend took me back. I sent her an IM last Thursday making sure she hadn't killed herself because she seemed offly depressed, she invited me over and I declined. My girlfriend confronted me saying she saw the texts stored in my client and that this was unacceptable.

 

What can I do to show that I still care for my girlfriend? She seems always angry except moments of hope. When I ask why she is upset she says she always pictures me with the other woman. Anything I can do to help?

[Thorgs]

Tell her you'll go to counseling or w/e it takes. Just a thought...