Author BigProc Posted August 17, 2010 Author Posted August 17, 2010 Just updating my post because im feeling crap today. The time is 6.00am in England and i'm up ready for work. When my alarm first goes off to wake me,this is when i feel at my lowest. I dont just mean because i'v got to get up for work, but i seem to miss my ex more and i just feel at an all time low. I really do fear the mornings like you wouldnt believe, the lowness is very hard to deal with. Fortunatly It eases off after about a hour or so. Winter is approaching and with that come the very cold and dark mornings. I need to start feeling better soon or them mornings are going to hit me bad and il struggle to deal with them. Does anybody else feel like this? Or is my case out of the usual? When I say i feel bad, i literally mean the I have never mentally felt this bad in my life for first hour of morning
boltsfan17 Posted August 17, 2010 Posted August 17, 2010 I'm sure most of us have felt what you are feeling now. It was harder for me during the evenings coping with the loss when my ex broke up with me. I'm sure you are going through an emotional roller coaster right now. After breaking up, people tend to just think about all the good times and good qualities about their ex. I know it's hard to do, but you need to remind yourself of all the fighting that was going on during the relationship. I'm sure that had to be draining on you. I know you don't feel it now, but I'm sure in the long run, you will find yourself much happier without her. I was in a relationship once where we fought all the time. It can sure be a burden. It took me months to get over it, but looking back now, it was for the best. I know everyone gets into fights during relationships, but if it's happening all the time, you have to ask yourself are the two of you compatible and is it even worth the headache. Hang in there. Things will get better. You need to keep yourself busy doing things to keep your mind off of her.
Author BigProc Posted August 17, 2010 Author Posted August 17, 2010 Thanks for post boltsfan. Most of the time during the day i'm steady, not great but ok. Its just the mornings.They are so bad i was just wondering if it was ott and a bit of an unnatural feeling. They are so bad I fear them:eek:
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