Is my Ex Girlfriend cold and heartless?

[Steven101]

So this is a breakup i had, i hate her this is what happend :

 

 

Okay so me and her were together for about a year and 5 months

it was long distanced and we would meet every so months

during the end of the relationship we were arguing alot

about little things really and like it was just draining me

i wasnt eating or sleeping right, if i did id have nightmares

and i suffer from bi polar disorder and well it was hard

and she knew this

so i said to her listen i am really worried about us

i need you in my life please im scared

she said oh don't worry it's fine im not going to leave you

im engaged to you why would i i love you

your my soul mate my life and stuff

and well the arguements got so bad

i asked for a break on the friday she said

yeah i agree it would be best

but then i said no please i only said that to you to scare

you please i love you dont do this

she wouldnt listen she told me to shut up and stuff

she was busy she was going on her way to a party at her friends house

who is a boy i wasnt worried cause he is gay and had a boyfriend at the time

so i phoned my cousin asked to meet her

and she said oh come to the cinema with us take ur mind off it

but the movie was twilight new moon and i just cryed all the way through it

on the saturday i wanted to call her to ask her if she was still coming up

for christmas and like her phone was off

so i went on her facebook asked her friend for her friends number

she never had it

anyway i was writing her letters i must have wrote like

8 pages on how i will change

how i love her and stuff

so on the sunday i got paranoid and i went on her facebook

i saw a live chat it was her friend who i asked for the boys number

she said oh steven asked for (the boys name) number

she said omg WTF he's a prick im going to dump him anyway

and when i saw that it broke my heart so i ran downstairs

phoned her and said to her please i love you please

like crying my heart out

she said im sorry but im not physically attracted to u anymore

and then a few days later shes saying stuff oh such and such said i should get a new pc

( a boy)

and how she went toa party and saw lots of hot guys and stuff

and like two weeks later of dumping me

she gets a new boyfriend

the boy she went to the party with ex boyfriend!!!

and i get questions asked on my formspring like

hey i heard your on drugs (when im not) your ex said to me

your on drugs

and shes like being all fake and stuff

and well i did so much for her i gave a year and 8 months of my

life to her

being there for her

paying for her to see me

giving her money

spoiling her

and she treats me like this

all my friends who were her friends too

turned there back on me

as soon as they heard something from her

so yeah:/

[JoeyIsHere]

dam that sucks

Edited July 20, 2010 by JoeyIsHere