susan2 Posted July 19, 2010 Posted July 19, 2010 My boyfriend of 1 year has repeatly broken up with me because he is not sure he is capable of raising a young child. We get along so well and feel like we are best friends. A month ago i told him to clear his head and don't come back unless he know he wanted both of us. I truly believed this time was it. He told me he loved us and couldn't live with out us. He constantly talked about taking my 5 year old places and doing things with him. we all threw the frisbe in the backyard last week. My lil guy was so proud of himself for learning that. The next day that was the first thing he wanted to do after i got off work. I hesitated about bringing my boy around my boyfriend at first. But it all seemed really good and i just accepted everything was good. He promised me he would never break up with me again and that he couldn't live without us. 2 weeks later he did it again. We were laying in bed and he said he worried about having a child in his house and that it really stressed him out. I said wtf!!! you were suppose to have that fiquared out and i didn't think you were going to question that anymore. He said i was to easy on disipline and that later on we would clash in disapline. I know i have to crack down on my 5 year old but its not that bad. He cryed before i dropped him off at his house and said it hurts so bad because he still loves me but this is for the best. I am floored and can't believe he did this to me again. I am so lost and feel like i lost my soulmate and noone will be as good. How can someone through away great love just because of a 5 year old??
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