CCNowWhat Posted July 19, 2010 Posted July 19, 2010 I am finally free!! Free from the chains that exMM has had me in for so long. I haven't been on here in a long while. Long story short, exMM did a 180 on me back in the beginning of Dec 09.. went on anti-dep, struggled for a long time, met a bunch of guys that weren't worth my time.. Got myself off the meds at the end of May and I have had my ups and downs but I made it. I survived!!! aghhhhhh as much as I may have missed him and what we had, him being my best friend etc. I am finally over it. I met a great guy and I'm really happy. I no longer care what is going on his life and from what I understand things ain't so great. So he can go on living his miserable life... I am finally happy ) I just hope he doesn't come back LMAO
Author CCNowWhat Posted July 19, 2010 Author Posted July 19, 2010 whoever said No Contact= No New hurts.... was right on with that one ) I have even passed that one onto others
sarkandlauren Posted July 19, 2010 Posted July 19, 2010 I am finally free!! Free from the chains that exMM has had me in for so long. I haven't been on here in a long while. Long story short, exMM did a 180 on me back in the beginning of Dec 09.. went on anti-dep, struggled for a long time, met a bunch of guys that weren't worth my time.. Got myself off the meds at the end of May and I have had my ups and downs but I made it. I survived!!! aghhhhhh as much as I may have missed him and what we had, him being my best friend etc. I am finally over it. I met a great guy and I'm really happy. I no longer care what is going on his life and from what I understand things ain't so great. So he can go on living his miserable life... I am finally happy ) I just hope he doesn't come back LMAO I'm very happy for you!! I'm also glad to know that there will be a day that we (OW) will no longer care what's going on in their life.
Author CCNowWhat Posted July 19, 2010 Author Posted July 19, 2010 I'm very happy for you!! I'm also glad to know that there will be a day that we (OW) will no longer care what's going on in their life. Thank you!! Trust me I NEVER thought I'd make it but I never held onto what we had I just remember what happened at the end. Listen sometimes I think I deserve what I got but I am done with all that MM bs drama... I am not that girl who goes and steals other women's husbands, it just happened and I'm just glad I am out of it now... Even if he came back eventually which I believe he will because I have had his friend contact me recently and I never said a word about him because I NO LONGER CARE!!!!!!!
sarkandlauren Posted July 19, 2010 Posted July 19, 2010 Thank you!! Trust me I NEVER thought I'd make it but I never held onto what we had I just remember what happened at the end. Listen sometimes I think I deserve what I got but I am done with all that MM bs drama... I am not that girl who goes and steals other women's husbands, it just happened and I'm just glad I am out of it now... Even if he came back eventually which I believe he will because I have had his friend contact me recently and I never said a word about him because I NO LONGER CARE!!!!!!! It might be helpful for me to keep a running list of things he did that hurt me and made me cry instead of holding on to the sweet memories we had together. I'm so tired, I'm exhausted. I really think I need to get out.
MorningCoffee Posted July 19, 2010 Posted July 19, 2010 It might be helpful for me to keep a running list of things he did that hurt me and made me cry instead of holding on to the sweet memories we had together. When I went NC, I made this kind of list, and it has proved very helpful. Recommend it.
pureinheart Posted July 19, 2010 Posted July 19, 2010 Thank you!! Trust me I NEVER thought I'd make it but I never held onto what we had I just remember what happened at the end. Listen sometimes I think I deserve what I got but I am done with all that MM bs drama... I am not that girl who goes and steals other women's husbands, it just happened and I'm just glad I am out of it now... Even if he came back eventually which I believe he will because I have had his friend contact me recently and I never said a word about him because I NO LONGER CARE!!!!!!! I am so glad your doing so good...glad you posted:) It might be helpful for me to keep a running list of things he did that hurt me and made me cry instead of holding on to the sweet memories we had together. I'm so tired, I'm exhausted. I really think I need to get out. I'm with ya....
redplanet Posted July 19, 2010 Posted July 19, 2010 I am finally free!! Free from the chains that exMM has had me in for so long. I haven't been on here in a long while. Long story short, exMM did a 180 on me back in the beginning of Dec 09.. went on anti-dep, struggled for a long time, met a bunch of guys that weren't worth my time.. Got myself off the meds at the end of May and I have had my ups and downs but I made it. I survived!!! aghhhhhh as much as I may have missed him and what we had, him being my best friend etc. I am finally over it. I met a great guy and I'm really happy. I no longer care what is going on his life and from what I understand things ain't so great. So he can go on living his miserable life... I am finally happy ) I just hope he doesn't come back LMAO Hi CC, Very glad to hear this news. I too have not been here for a while, but know how wonderful it is to FINALLY be free. I know it's a different experience for everyone, and the most valuable thing for going NC and sticking to it was for me to realise just how far off my own centre I had been and now that I am back to my old self (who seemed to disappear there for a long while, while under the spell of MM) it's the most refreshing and kind thing to do is being true to yourself. (IMO) When you say you hope he doesn't come back, you couldn't possibly consider taking him back, could you?
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