pinkcandyfloss Posted July 15, 2010 Posted July 15, 2010 Hey Guys, Im new to the Site, Im 22 from the uk. I need some advise so hopefully you can help. Im 22yrs old (23 in august) I have a son who is 4 (5 in sept) im currently dateing someone who is 44yrs old. We have Offically been together over 4months. but dated about 4months before hand. When we got together things seemed great, we got on well and enjoyed each others company, we spent hours on the beach together talking, we never kissed till our 3rd date. we had sex 3months after meeting. My other half lives about a hour and half away from me, and we text everyday and sometimes talk on the phone or msn with webcam and mic. As of yet, i havnt meet his 16yr old daughter or he my son, but there has been talk of it. Were going away this weekend, and hes going to meet sme friends of mine. Now my dilema is, im a plus size model and i work up to nude ( non open leg) stills and video, which are used on websites and some publications. which he new about early on into the relationship however as time has gone on it seems hes not fine about it, infact wanting me to stop it all together. Iv cut back on the amount of work i was doing ( i sometimes worked for a company doing topless webcam) so put a stop to that, and closed down over 2 sites. so i now only do more pro shoots and videos, and uploaded once a week to mobile download websites. However he still sees a problem with it, calling some of the sites " TRASHY" , which fair enough they are, but im makeing a earning from the sites!! For his birthday i bought him a Guess watch which i payed £150 for... plus meal out ect.. now how dose he think i payed for that??? If i wasnt earning the money i am i wouldnt of even been able to buy him a t-shirt let alone anything else. Since we have been together i have bought him the aftershave " 1 million" paid many times for cinema, train ticket to his ect ect.. Just feels like he wants me to step away from the modeling, but dosnt relise if i quite it all i wont be able to aford to see him let alone anything else. because obviously im paying for my son at nursary ect ect too.. Also seems he is sometimes insecure like i have to keep reasureing him about things all the time. which sometimes annoys me. What i want to no, is how do i no hes intressted in me as me, and not just after sex. Is he haveing a midlife crisis, he has a fast sports car, but from what i can get frm his past he has always had sports cars. help!!
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