foamy2001 Posted July 13, 2010 Posted July 13, 2010 So, my court date is tomorrow. I am dreading it more than I can express in words. It has been a little over five months since she first left and I can't believe how quickly this whole thing has gone... I can't say that I don't deserve what is happening. I certainly do. It just sucks. I miss her so much. I try to convince myself that being alone is better because I can do what ever I want, when ever I want. But, I just can't convince myself. I have been jogging/hiking every day and that makes me feel somewhat better, but I just get overcome with emotion at times. Like I said, I deserve every bit of this.... I just wish I could go back in time and do things all over again. For those of you who still have a shot at making your relationship better, do everything you can. Put in the time and effort and let your spouse know how much you care before it's too late. Sitting on this side of things in no fun at all.
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