listen_to_me_please Posted July 12, 2010 Posted July 12, 2010 long story short, i broke up with my ex a long time ago about 2 years, a little over two years ago but I still remember and I still think about her, and I was just at a strip club and I saw all these beautiful women, bare-bone naked to the core and I was just thinking to myself "It should of been you here" but it turns out my ex was banging another dude and had plans on leaving me, but I never knew, I was a fool and I never realized, until one day her best friend told me "Ofcourse they are having sex, don't be a fool", to which I just cursed out my girlfriend, throw her out and tried everything in my power to get rid of her but she wouldn't quit, she just kept calling me and leaving voice messages everyday and i ignored it for a while but eventually I started talking to her and she started disrespecting me and takling to extremely rude and I took it for a while until one day I called her and it was like she was expecting a call from someone else and I told her to come over and she was sounded confused, she had been that way for months and I asked her "why not baby" and she said "because your going to always want to have sex with me and I don't want that" and then I insisted and she blurted out in a angry tone "i need space" and after that, I never contacted her again, its been almost 2+ years, about 2 years 4 months and there is more to the story but it doesn't make sense talking about it now but I'm so drunk and I just came back froma strip club and I just logged on and looked at her facebook and I started to smile, I miss her allot. I wish she was here with me but she left me, long ago and I had no choice but to break up with her, curse her out and tell her to drop dead and eat ****, I was so hurt, she was my first love, I am 26, she is 23 now. I think I'm drunk, I'm not that drunk, I miss her though but I can never be with her, she's a whore and she betrayed me, she hurt me, she never loved me, it was all lies, I don't even believe these words I am saying now but something happen and she changed and she wasn't mine and it wasn't us anymore, I guess it was that other cock inside her, I don't know, I miss her still, I wish she was here, I wanted to marry her, I know she loved me, but its almost like she stopped and started loving someone else. It still messes up my head, I've moved on, I never contacted her ever in the past 2.5 years. She never contacted me either.
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