memories0512 Posted July 10, 2010 Posted July 10, 2010 This is the third time it happened. We broke up again because of the same silly reason. I just dont get it even though we werent perfect, we loved each other so much, in everyway. How could he let the words of an dishonest man throw it all away again. How could he be brainwashed by that man again. Does he not remember all the memories we had, all the silly but fun and loving things we did, all the innocent young love we have had. I am so disappointed. I thought maybe giving him a third chance to prove himself, to show me that he can be a better man, would help him make a brighter future for himself. I dont ask for any lavish gifts, all i ask for is for him to do the right things and hang out with the right people; not steal, cheat, lie or scam. Why did he go back to that kind of life? I know his core is not bad, his nature is good, why couldnt he be strong-minded. I resent the fact that I believed in him every single time, every time i took him back but i do believe in him. Its so hard I did love him, I do love him and I will love him. I just want to find a way to help him, even if i cannot be there I still want to help him, so that when he is old and grey he has something to look back and say, "At least I ended up doing the right things." Is that possible?
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