sirhing Posted February 4, 2004 Posted February 4, 2004 I need frigin help dam computer not helping i ask it to help me and that im going insane and i brings me here. How is this going to help the years of abuse my brain gives me when ever it isn't having a good time I crave endophines brain isn't giving me any My body is stiff and sore all the time dam life is a mess i have no patience and get extremly violent thought s my long term realation ship is awfull she thinks she owns me and truthfully i don't think i have loved her in a very long time but we have two children and i don't think i could handle life without them I dont sleep if i do it's only when she lets me I should have read the disclamer on this page I don't know what i can or can not write
silk_sword Posted February 4, 2004 Posted February 4, 2004 write whatever u need to and desire to. no obligations here. no worries. just let it all out. so what exactly is the matter? what abuse does your mind put u through, if u don't mind me asking?
Author sirhing Posted February 4, 2004 Author Posted February 4, 2004 well all ican say is that i hear haunted pipes and draging chains all the time and all kinds of undecipherable weirdness it only goes away if i listen to loud music or have some thing to do the second don't my head is instantly full of it again and I can't sleep untill i finally pass out it is very hard to concentrate and i must have several tasks to do at the same time or i feel like ineed to cry or shout
shakes21 Posted February 4, 2004 Posted February 4, 2004 sounds to me like your problem is that you have forgotten the important things in life. your too focused on your problem and you think about it all the time. you gotta try to change your perspective on life. remember how important life is. remember how lucky you are to be the tough sperm that made it through lifes a gift. try to rememebr the things that made you fall in love with your wife. remember the fun times you two used to have together. im sure youve had some. explain to her how you feel and give a shot at trying to do some fun and loving things together. remember everybody dies some day. dont let mind problems ruin things for you... its hard though believe me i know. but i know you can do it if i could. be happy my friend...
InvinoVeritas Posted February 4, 2004 Posted February 4, 2004 I think you may want to talk to a proessional counselor. That is the best advice I can give you.
moimeme Posted February 4, 2004 Posted February 4, 2004 You definitely need the help of a competent physician. The symptoms you describe can be symptoms of illness, but we aren't able to diagnose you at this distance. The good news is that there is medication which can treat every illness which is why you need to rush to a doctor to get some. Then you will be able to function without having to battle these problems - wouldn't that be great? So please call your doctor today and tell him or her exactly what you wrote us. You could even print it out and take it with you in case you forget.
Author sirhing Posted February 4, 2004 Author Posted February 4, 2004 I have tried lots of professonal help and have voluntarly committed myself a few times when i could not cope Medication has only dulled my life and leave me feeling useless and numb with no feeling at all bad or good
Errol Posted February 4, 2004 Posted February 4, 2004 Then perhaps its the wrong medicine for you. Keep trying - find more doctors. Have you been on Lithium yet? Your symptoms sound like you may be bi-polar or even schizophrenic and these are treatable in many cases. But medicine is trial and error most of the time. If you don't love your wife then you can leave and still have your children in your life. You don't have to lose them.
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