evilkid Posted July 4, 2010 Posted July 4, 2010 (edited) hello everyone, well i think this is a lil bit long ,anyways here is my story and i hope i find the answer here. i met this girl before like 4years in school, i was totally in love with her but i never had the guts to tell her, but i was so close to her we spend most of our times together first year, second year we was at same class too, but she had crush on my friend (close one) so after few weeks they became couple and i didnt do anything about, but we stayed bestfriend (as she says), after 2years they broke up so i was like "yay" but still couldnt face her, but everyday i get into her more.We stayed like that about year.I said to my self this time i have to tell her what i feel after this summer,but i was too late,we came back to school and she met my cousin , and this time she was totally in love with him and she really asked me to help her with that, i couldnt tell her no but i tried to give her some adivces , told her that he flirts alot and can't stop it and he's a playboy, but she wouldnt listen to me and said she'll fix him,so they became a great lovely couple, and everyone in the class loves them,and in the mean time he had some other girlfriends she didnt knew about them, ofcaurse i didnt want to hurt her and tell her about it,and i couldnt do anything that time , but after months she found out that he flirt with every girl he sees ,even infornt of her,they started fighting like everyday and everytime they break-up she/him ask me to get them back together, so i did and everytime i succeed my hard start bleeding so hard and sometimes i cant even sleep, we was texting all the time (on the phone) she said alot of stuff that gave me alot hope, she even once said that if she had to chose btween me or him, she woulld ve chose me, so i "man up" and decided to tell her the truth, so i send her a long sms and i expressed my feeling to her, she was responding, she didnt refuse the idea , but i felt guilty ,it was my cousin for god sake, but in same time i felt that he back stabed me ,he knew im so into her but he pretend like he didnt knew, anyways so i shared my feeling with him too,he was bit choked but inside he knew it, i didnt knew what to do by that, so i just Droped-out everthing and decided to leave everything behind me and forget everything,so tried to piss her off and let her go;i told her that i have to go and i dont wana hear from u again ... and my plan worked and went away ,but after few weeks, she came to my house (she never did that in her life she didnt even knew the house my friend showed it to her, and it was summer that time i didnt sleep the whole night and she came in the morning) i opened the door , i saw her i was like without any words i closed the door and went to bed i thought i was dreaming or something ,so she knocked again ,so i puted some clothes on and went out with her, she started talking and she said she was sorry and stuff , and i dont even know wer did she went wrong, i mean it was my fault cause i didnt tell her the truth. which lead us to the main question of this topic : Why did she came back, while she knew ill never have her? and she know im trying not to talk with her so i cant forget her? Well till now im still avoiding her but she always find a way to contact me and talk to me .(she still talks to me and sharing her problems, but i dont think i still care) I was really trying to forget her so i met someone on the net, she was really sweet and looks so innocent , she made me forget the other one , but someday i got in her email (dosnt matter how) and i found she was flirting with someone else , i got really mad, and before i end it up, she did it, so i deleted her from everything facebook,msn,skype... then the next day she added me with another email and she said she was sorry and she want us to be friends... Why she came back to break it again? i just want to know WHY! and if u was in my place, what would u do ... (sorry for my bad english) thx for reading Edited July 4, 2010 by evilkid
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