aeren944 Posted July 1, 2010 Posted July 1, 2010 Dunno why I haven't posted in so long, but here's my update: So, it's been 2 months since she cheated on me, blah blah blah. Two days ago, I decided to TAKE the power back. She kept asking me for money for the kids, and I would freely give it... so she asked for money again, and I said, "I want the engagement ring back." She was forced to give it back, and she couldn't give me the run-around like she was before. She finally gave it back. In a way, it was like I was taking everything back that the ring represented... my love, my commitment, my dedication... and I took it the **** back. I felt so good that night. I felt like a huge weight was lifted off my chest. Today, though, I've having a rough time. It's not as bad as my depression got before, but it's still there, screaming in my ear. I'm just really sad that it had to end this way. It sucks that there's probably no way we'll ever be friends, even though we share 2 kids. It sucks that you can love someone so much, for 8 years, and have it end this way in less than 2 months. The whole situation sucks, but I must admit, I'm a little bit proud of myself for getting the strength to go TAKE my power back. Now, she's nothing but a screwed up girl... I don't love her, any tears I cry for her are empty... she's merely a memory, and nothing else. So, anyway, I guess I'm sharing because I feel good that I was able to take my ring back. But, I also feel like I'm still messed up and sad... I still have so much anger and pain. I want her life to ****ing suck... I want her to have her heart shattered... I want her to regret what she did...
LoveTruthChaos Posted July 1, 2010 Posted July 1, 2010 But, I also feel like I'm still messed up and sad... I still have so much anger and pain. I want her life to ****ing suck... I want her to have her heart shattered... I want her to regret what she did... And that, my friend, is what Karma is for. I hope it hits your ex and mine soon :bunny:
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