shaquira Posted June 28, 2010 Posted June 28, 2010 (edited) Hi everyone! REPOSTED! Thanks for reading my story I will TRY to get to the point We were introduced by a mutual friend We were together 2 months We did rush in, i admit I met his daughter, she liked me right away my daughter liked him and his daughter too they spent one weekend at my house he spent almost every weekend at my house i spent alot of time at his house we were looking at purchasing a car together we had so much in common spoke of marriage, kids, moving in( HE BROUGHT IT UP) I wasn't against any of it- but not right now! I messed up! He was supposed to move in with me on saturday..I told hiom i didnt want to leave my appartment to move in with him bcoz my rent is grea and if we didnt work out i didnt want to lose my appartment. He agreed to move in, I had a feeling he was getting second thoughts ON MOVING IN because he said he was nervous and never moved in with anyone b4. Usually his girlfriends moved in with him. monday- We were talking on thephone...I asked a question ( a what if question) that i knew would push his buttons i wanted to see his reaction turned out not quite the way i expected- he dumped me right away I figure now he sees me as a potential cheater, although we loved eachother and we promised to not cheat. tues- nc from him i didn't calll either wed- i call to find out what is going on he told me flat out he wants to be friends omg i felt my heart palpitate Thurs- I show up at his house(outside)..He works nights and i was at his house 6:30 am (HE HAD A COPY OF MY KEYS THAT I WANTED BACK SO I HAD A LEGITIMATE EXCUSE) I told him "you know i didn't travel this far for keys" (((ESPECIALLY AT 6:30 AM!!!!!))) and i think he knew this too! He was supposed to move in with me on saturday..i had a feeling he was getting second thoughts because he said he was nervous and never moved in with anyone b4.bUT CLAIMED TO LOVE ME AND WANTED TO BE TOGETHER. He wouln't allow me in his house to talk to him( i looked in but no one was there! ) thank g-d He said it would be best for both of us to go our seperates ways He is scared in the future i might cheat!!! i gave him a sad face and asked if he's sure and i looked into his eyes..told me not to give him that face but i was so hurt he said i was making it harder i was so choked up i couldn't say what i wanted to BUT I remained calm and told him i understand how he might feel with the question and that if i was to put myself in his shoes i would feel the same way he did. He then replied he needed time to think, so i said fair enough and i left sat- He had to move this week end so now i have no means of communication phone is disconnected but my number is the same! I am so tempted to show up at his work but then i will look desperate / stalkerish this nc is so hard I'm still hanging on to hope that he will come back??!! HE SAID HE NEEDED TIME TO THINK..IS THIS A GOOD THING? INSTEAD OF THE FRIENDS CRAP OR DID HE SAY THAT TO SHUT ME UP(OR GUILTY) BECAUSE HE WAS FACE 2 FACE WITH ME "WHEN A HEART BREAKS IT DON'T BREAK EVEN" - the script ANY ADVICE ^PLEASE! Edited June 28, 2010 by shaquira
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