ChaseYng2005 Posted June 27, 2010 Posted June 27, 2010 I just want to thank this website for helping me. If I hadnt been here because of a breakup in 2005 I wouldnt have been able to handle this new breakup so well. It was a 1.5 year relationship. We no longer lived together. After he bought his town home he did not welcome me to come so I moved in with a friend, but HE PRETENDED LIKE IT WAS MY DECISION NOT TO MOVE IN. WTF? We had problems but he constantly said he wanted to work things out and get back together, that he loved me. So when he said he wanted to spend Saturday together and then backed out of it, and then wanted to go to the bar with me, only to say he wasnt going, I forced him to be honest with me. I told him either we were together or not because I cant drag myself back and forth. He acted like he didnt care and basically said whatever. When he hinted at wanting to be single I ran with with it. I was tired of the games. He tried to pretend like he wasnt saying that, but eventually acted like he didnt care. Feeling single and free of him constantly telling me who I can and cant talk to and what I can and cant wear to the bar, I went out and had the time of my life. I hooked up with a guy we knew (nothing sexual) and made myself a social butterfly. I didnt pay attention to him at all, but I noticed he didnt stay at the bar as long as he usually does. Waking up this morning I realize I miss him, but I can only move on and acknowledge my own mistakes in the matters. This is my first day of NC and I only wish him to be happy with whatever piece of crap he ends up with. I just hope he doesnt cut off my Iphone out of spite lol It's in his name!!!:lmao:
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