livingame Posted June 26, 2010 Posted June 26, 2010 The Quest: Read this>>> Then put yourself in my shoes, and try not to break something in pure anger (I broke a wood chair and lifted weights for 2 hrs...I'll lift again 2nite.) All Replies will be greatly appreciated, No matter what they are Ive been dating a 20 yr old hottie, Erica, for 6 months(She grew up in denver whole life). I am 26, going to med school...handsome(Grew up in Minnesota-left at 18 alone to los angeles>>then moved to san fran after a couple years>>>just moved to denver this past fall. THis girl is the only person i'm at all interested in. Almost everyone at my school is a book-worm. We've broken up man times, but never really, because we stayed exculsive...we grilled each other on it constantly. But we're always trying to repair this wreck of a RS.I know it will end eventually, but my god this girl is addicting---the drama, I never know what shes going to say, never a dull moment, great sex. Basically, I went on a 9 day fishing trip to minnesota. Got back last weekend...we talked frequently while on the trip. A couple days after I get back we met up at her place, talked and sort of rekindled the passion. I wanted her, she wanted me. Big issue with me is that once I see her, I want her because she's so adorable. Same thing happens with her...probably more intense for her than me. Over the course of the last 2-3 days I've asked her what she's done on her dates. ----I am very watchful of things like this, especially with her because she's basically a kid and has had unprotected sex numerous times, but is clean(I had her tested). She is very naive. So, yesterday she's on the way to the airport to pick up her GF's. She stops by my house. We hook up immediately. I throw her on the bed and before we have sex, while on top of her dick out butt naked, I look in her eyes, ask if she's had sex with anyone recently. She sternly denies it.The sex was short because she had to leave. I didnt get off, either did she, plus she was on her period. She leaves, all is ok. Later that night, I ask her again for some reason, if she had sex with anyone else on the website. WELL..... She finally admits to seeing a guy 4 nights in a row(they met on a dating website plentyoffish). Claims they had sex twice, she gave him head one night....was apparently drunk both times they had sex. I ask if he wore a condom, she says yes. I ask 2 more basic questions and she cant answer them, saying "I was drunk and dont remember". Well how do you know he wore a condom, bitch. I dont get angry during this...if I do she shuts down. I played calm, got as truthful a story as i could get, then cut off communication with her. This girl messed with my health in a huge way. She is the very reason millions of hip/hop-rock-classic rock, etc songs are made about some damn girl that drives a man insane. BTW...we had sex on her period....I didnt wear a condom. Yeah I know, stupid....4 of my friends have already gotten on my ass for that ****. To make matters more beautiful...I look in the bathtub much later, and I see the beautiful discusting disaster...it was like artwork: Blood streaked towels everywhere. I washed and bleached everything so many times...I am losing my mind. I do not want to see her again, ever. But today and last night have been absolutely unbearable. I'm so pissed, sad, every emotion runs through me. I've cried like a little baby for hours. I literally have one other girl to hang with...I call her the "Guzzler" so unless i want the guzzler, shes meaningless conversation wise.. What the hell is going on with me? Rationally, I would run from her(which I did) but I care, and I'm crying, and all I can think about is her giving this guy head...him banging her.She made a point to say the guy was hot, numerous times...im a handsome bastard btw but it just help in the fact that I'm torturing myself. Honestly, I am going through hell. I know I will recover, obviously, but I dont care because now is just horrible. Thats all I have to say. This is probably the most bitch thing I've ever had done to me. Can anyone help with anything....
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