teanoranges Posted June 23, 2010 Posted June 23, 2010 Not intentionally, and honestly I don't count it. I was sitting in a cafe, attempting to flirt with the cute guy at the counter (never happened, got waay too nervous). I look up and my ex is walking down the street. We obviously see each other and I kind of smiled to myself and shook my head. I was completely prepared to talk to him, surprisingly! I was ready to be myself, smile at my now-happy life, and go on my way looking beautiful. But he does that squinty eye look like he's trying to focus on me, he apologizes as he's walking (as in, 'I'm sorry I'm running into you.. completely didn't mean to... don't notice me). He turns to go into the coffee place, but decides against it and walks out and down the street (this he didn't know I saw.. saw it in the reflection) Now, obviously he still thinks I'm pissed. And surprisingly I'm not. A part of me wants to send him an email and explain to him that he didn't have to run away and I'm not angry anymore... but another part of me knows that there's really no reason to do that. I'm satisfied with my life, and I honestly don't need his friendship. And who really knows what would happen when I found out from him that he really is completely happy with his new woman and completely happy I'm out of his life. Whatever. I'm not going to let this effect me and I'm not going to contact him. And I thank you all for that as well... if it wasn't for my plan to post this and hear what everyone said... I might have broken it.
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