petiteprincess Posted June 21, 2010 Posted June 21, 2010 I have been in love with someone for 6 months now. He was in love with me or so he thought too. He realized he was more in lust than anything and has now been back tracking on things. I really do love him and his kids and i think he is scared to be in a relationship because of his kids and all. It kills me daily to act like i dont love him and cant imagine my life without him in it. I just think im wasting energy on thinking maybe we will actually have more one day if it wont happen. Part of me thinks i should walk away and part of me doesnt want to. I dont know what to do because i honestly care for him. I just think if all he wants is friendship and i stay friends how will i ever move on because to me he is the one and perfect for me. What would you do and how? HELP! I am in my 30s and he and i have so much in common. Im confused and it tears me up that we arent more than friends. I talk to him daily and dont see him often but its mostly because i blow him off. I dont know how to deal with the love i have and i have tried putting it aside, but how do you do that?
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