jjhart Posted June 20, 2010 Posted June 20, 2010 I ran into my ex tonight. I play in a softball league in her hometown, after the final season games, there is a party at a bar in town. I knew she knew people who played, but i did not expect her there. She showed up. You can all search my posts, i put enough of them on here trying to work through things. Long story, i loved her, my priorities werent right, neither were hers, etc. i was about to leave, and i saw her. She was beautiful. She was there with a couple of her friends, and they either all didnt see me or ignored me i dont know. They were standing directly in my path to the door, i continued talking to the people i was talking to, they moved, and i saw one of her friends on the way out and said hello, and left. My question is did i play this right by not talking to her? It would have been awkward as hell if i went up to her, standing in a group of people i didnt know to say hello. and honestly i dont know how she would react. This was a huge setback for me. It brought all the feelings back, i love her still. I am dating someone else and i love her still. I was scared to death i would see her with some other guy there, i didnt directly, but who knows, he could have been there. I couldnt handle seeing her with another guy. Did i play this right by not talking to her? Its been 8 months, i am dating someone else. I dont care for her the way i still love my ex. What in the hell do i do?
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