Hoovie Posted June 18, 2010 Posted June 18, 2010 Ok. So about a month or two ago... my chick friend who I hadn't seen in a while tells me she wants to come over and hang out. She's got some boyfriend she's had for a year and she wants me to meet him... etc. I meet him. I think I'm in love. He's not super hot or anything. I can't stop staring at him. We ended up taking a swim. Played a couple rounds of Marco Polo. He and I kept tagging each other. Not on purpose at all. Just coincidence. So I tell my friend... that I really dig her boyfriend.. and that I'm pretty jealous she's got such a great guy. We've been hanging out quite a bit. They invited me to the beach with them but I opted to stay home. I might have gotten drunk.. and sloppy! And who knows what else! They just broke up 2 days ago. All I can think about is HIM. WTF. I have a POS... I mean SO... but why oh why can't I get him out of my head. I know I can't really do anything about this. I offered him a job with my business and my friend said to go ahead and hire him, but now that he's so ... so... so available.. what do I do?! lol. I don't think I can control myself. lol. No ok.. I'm sure I could... but do I want to? lol! I don't think the feelings mutual or well I'm not really sure. Its not like there's been any passes made. But when we handed a few things to and from each other like a movie etc... His hand always found a way to touch my fingers... or hand. There's just this definite crush from my side. I feel like a school girl around him. Part of me wants to tell the friend...with time... that I want him. I want him and I'd kick my current to the curb to have him. Sad, but true. I don't know.. I'm kind of sad they broke up... now I might not get to see him anymore. I was just fine with a silly crush of a friends boyfriend... but now that they are through... I'm afraid I don't have any self control.
White Dove Posted June 19, 2010 Posted June 19, 2010 POS? That stands for? Piece of 5h!t? Perfect Old Spouse? In any case, I'd steer clear of getting involve with her ex. I wouldn't do that to a friend, I don't care if she said it was okay or he wants me. It's an unwritten rule between me and my babes.
Brokennnn Posted June 19, 2010 Posted June 19, 2010 Oh don't do that do not get with him I had a friend in college and we were out at our usual spot we used to go to and she met a guy there who used to be regular too she really liked him I never even noticed him but he liked me instead of her so he asked me out and I said no for her but she assured me it was fine so I thought you know he is good looking so what the hell ... BIG MISTAKE. Every time I was with him she was ALWAYS moody. Acting like a little child around us complaining constantly that she wants to go home lol.
Author Hoovie Posted July 27, 2010 Author Posted July 27, 2010 So the friend and her boyfriend ended up getting back together. My POS broke up with me! That's some karma! But the friend and the boyfriend have been coming over A LOT. I made the comment yesterday during a song, that I can feel electricity like a spark when holding or touching another person. He def feels it too based on his response. And based on the way he touches my hand... or even some of the comments he makes to me. He never wants to leave my house... ever. He and I both sit there with multiple excuses why he and his girlfriend should stay longer. Why can't I be in love with some other guy.. that isn't attached to a friend of mine? My friend cheated on him recently a few times. I didn't think it was cool at all. Especially since she has something at home that's worth more than what she was looking at and touching. I'm moving to the other side of the country now... part of me wants to steal a kiss or more before I leave. My mother... my own mother... thinks I should make the moves... that love doesn't make that many trips around. ha! I've been crushin for over a month now... it needs to go away!
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