want want want

[CailinPig]

i want a boyfriend. what bothers me more is how insane i am when i don;t have one. it's upsetting. im texting a guy at the minute and his interest seems to be waning. this completely overtakes my mood, and I start to question life and past loves and i look everywhere for male attention then. i just feel so messed up ever since me and an ex broke up about 2 years ago. i'm over him i think, but the ripple effect of that time still resonates with me, and i panic at th thought of being alone. sheer panic.

and now i've met a guy whoi fancy, which is rare. and he seems to be putting me off. i'm looking for answers but i don't even know the questions.

 

is anyone else like me? obsessed with being in a relationship?

[Jerry18]

Well at least you had a relationship. I'm almost 20 and I still haven't had a girlfriend.

 

I seriously don't ****ing know what I should do. I'm in a college so it's suppose to be easy for me to find a girl, but I can't. I can't find any girls. The girls here don't even want relationships. Basically you have nerds who study all day and gold-diggers who date the ones with BMWs.

 

****. I don't even know what to do anymore. I'm super desperate but the irony is that the more desperate I get, the harder it is to get a girl.

[Disillusioned]

I want a purple Maserati in my driveway, but that doesn't mean I'm going to get one any time soon.

[CailinPig]

jerry18 - hey don't worry, i didn't have a boyfriend til I was 21!!! so there's no need to worry, even though it might seem like time is passing you by. i guess i should take my own advice! also, try not to put all those girls in one group - some of them might want a relationship but are waiting for someone who matches them, just like you're doing.