cyanide_catharsis Posted June 16, 2010 Posted June 16, 2010 please excuse me posting this, but i needed somewhere to put down my feelings, and the support i have received from this site has been so great over the past few weeks. i almost feel selfish for asking for so much support, but it really does help me a lot. so THANK YOU THANK YOU to anyone who has helped me out! i think i am really making some progress getting over my ex, but right now i am having a really weak moment. i don't know what brought it on, maybe because i'm home at my apartment alone, but i miss her so so much right now. i want so badly to just contact her, to say hi, to see if she hates me, to see if maybe she would want to hang out sometime, to apologize for ending things with her and ask if she wants to try again, to tell her i've made the biggest mistake of my life... i've been NC for 5 weeks now, i know i just need to move on, i've actually been feeling better about this, and everybody on here and my friends have told me i made the right decision, i just miss her... sorry everybody
GrayClouds Posted June 17, 2010 Posted June 17, 2010 please excuse me posting this, but i needed somewhere to put down my feelings, and the support i have received from this site has been so great over the past few weeks. i almost feel selfish for asking for so much support, but it really does help me a lot. so THANK YOU THANK YOU to anyone who has helped me out! i think i am really making some progress getting over my ex, but right now i am having a really weak moment. i don't know what brought it on, maybe because i'm home at my apartment alone, but i miss her so so much right now. i want so badly to just contact her, to say hi, to see if she hates me, to see if maybe she would want to hang out sometime, to apologize for ending things with her and ask if she wants to try again, to tell her i've made the biggest mistake of my life... i've been NC for 5 weeks now, i know i just need to move on, i've actually been feeling better about this, and everybody on here and my friends have told me i made the right decision, i just miss her... sorry everybody It seems like those really weak moment comes just before a little more healing. As if you are making room for it by letting some of it out. Do not confuse your missing her as she missing you, if she did she be knowing on your door. Read the links to give you some strength: The No Contact Guide So you want a second chance? Make sure your doing the other things it suggest too beyond just NC....exercising, eating well, hanging with friends, ect. Keep posting that what it is here for.
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