Scarlett513 Posted June 7, 2010 Posted June 7, 2010 Chapter I I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost... I am hopeless. It isn't my fault. It takes forever to find a way out. Chapter II I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don't see it. I fall in again. I can't believe I am in this same place. But it isn't my fault. It still takes a long time to get out. Chapter III I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I see it there. I still fall in... it's a habit... but, my eyes are open. I know where I am. It is my fault. I get out immediately. Chapter IV I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I walk around it. Chapter V I walk down another street. My problem of course, is that my ex boyfriend is the hole. We break up, he comes back, and inevitably, I fall in the stupid hole (again and again and again). I know he is bad for me, I know he doesn't treat me right, and I know our "relationship" has no potential for the long-term. So why do I keep falling in the stupid hole?! He is back again after I broke up with him a month ago, and I feel myself falling in even though he's not even offering me what I want (I broke up with him bc he was unsupportive, inconsiderate, and selfish....can't see anything from anyone else's point of view). I am able to see that he is STILL these things but when he wants me back I have a hard time not going. How do I stay out of the hole?
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