If I can be honest to my fiance, this is what I'm going to say

[iwanttolive]

I think that you are a loser who is not good enough to be accepted into the college. You are a useless guy who's satisfied being a grade one teacher. You are a wimp who gets fatter everyday. You are a spastic guy who begs me for help when your dick swells. You keep asking me if I want to carry your child. Why should I sacrifice my body to produce another potential loser?

 

Your mom is an even bigger loser. She never pushed you to study hard when you were a kid. She can't live alone without riking jumping down the window. Her cooking is disgusting yet she refuses to do the dishes. She's never full and always craves for food.

 

I'm really really sorry for posting this offensive stuff. But this has been going on in my head for weeks and I'm going crazy. I feel like exploding. I know you people have been telling me to set him free and that he deserves a better girl, but I just can't do it! You know why? Because I'm a selfish biatch who wants to find another guy before dumping him!!!

 

But I am honestly miserable for being such a heartless, cold-blooded, cruel person. I don't want to be one. Can I help it? No I can't, I'm weak! I HATE MYSELF!!!

 

I have trouble getting out of bed because I am so depressed. I keep thinking what to do, how to overcome this, but nothing came out! Because the right thing is to let him go and set him free. But I can't, I'm scared. My friend's wedding is coming, my birthday is coming. I'm a selfish biatch and I should just DIE! Thats the only solution left!

[Citizen Erased]

You're weak because you allow yourself to be. You're quite frankly an awful person for staying with him when you think such disgusting things about someone that more than likely thinks you love them.

 

Stop being melodramatic and grow some balls.

[xxoo]

I have trouble getting out of bed because I am so depressed. I keep thinking what to do, how to overcome this, but nothing came out! Because the right thing is to let him go and set him free. But I can't, I'm scared. My friend's wedding is coming, my birthday is coming. I'm a selfish biatch and I should just DIE! Thats the only solution left!

 

I hope you are not serious about thinking you should be dead. If you are suicidal, you need to call a hotline immediately.

 

You are leaving out one important solution: see a doctor. You may need treatment for depression, and certainly need counseling to grow stronger and make empowered choices in your life.

[whatcanidonow2]

You can't be serious.

 

If this post has any truth in it, you must leave him now. Don't tell him all these terrible things. Just go & do him a favour.

[stillafool]

I hope you realize that one person's garbage is another person's treasure. I hope you don't find out you lost a treasure when he finally lets you go. Maybe he's happy being a first grade teacher and if you aren't let him read this thread and move on. You certainly aren't the first biatch that has done this.

[Brightmoon]

Who ever this guy was, whatever job he did, how he looked... you would hate him.

 

It is you you hate above all. Your vitriol is expresses how you feel about yourself. But you know this.

 

If you are looking for another b/f before you bail on this one.. it will end up the same. You have a huge reservoir of self hate. There is not fixing this by looking for another relationship to replace him.... or by staying with him.

[SarahRose]

Why on earth would you say such horrible things?

 

Please don't do it.

 

I read some of your other posts and seriously are you bi polar or have some other mental disorder. Please for your own health get some professional help

[gullible]

Here's a better thing to say to him:

 

"It's not working out, I'm breaking off the engagement".

 

Then go find someone that you don't feel that way about. Don't find someone else before dumping him, that's not the right thing to do.

 

Of course maybe there's more to it that we don't know. Do you have kids together? Does he support you? Do you have a way of supporting yourself if you break up with him.

 

If you can't support yourself you need to develop a long-term plan. The plan shouldn't be to find someone else, then dump this guy. It should be to get self sufficient first, then dump this guy, then find someone else.

[ADF]

Here's an alternate solution: show you fiance what you wrote. I promise you, he'll be gone.

 

BTW, what is so shameful about a teacher? I used to be one, and it was the hardest job I ever did in my life.

[Lecturer]

You are an ugly person. You also seem to be unbalanced. I cannot help you, nor would I be so inclined, since your desire for 'help' is tainted with a manipulative desire for attention. I will offer neither.