zakkattack Posted June 6, 2010 Posted June 6, 2010 so i had to meet my ex today to collect a ticket to a rock festival...it was quick exchange and 'bye'. I know she's now going with a bunch of guys and have seen her constant flirting with 1 of them. I know shes a crap person and bad for me but it still hurts. So i got home and read this email from her... well if you wanted to leave me feeling totally **** today you succeeded. dont know why you felt you had to be so off with me. you sent me a text the other week saying you where glad we had a 'nice' break up, which meant a lot, so i at least thought you would be able to be civil too me. if the way you where today made you feel better about stuff then i get it. but i just thought we could be better than that. you get me?? its hard to believe that you meant a lot of the stuff you said to me in that huge email you sent me when we 1st broke up, coz its like your a different person now. i feel like you blame me for everything, for how you feel and stuff, but that email said the opposite. it would be nice to think this was a mutual thing, coz as much as we loved each other we wernt happy. i know you wont believe me but i do feel down about things and it would have been nice to be pleasent to each each other today, to make us both feel a bit better about stuff. you where a big part of my life and i have so many great memories of us. you will always have a place in my heart. i hope one day we can be friends again. anyway hope everything is good with you. you looked really well. enjoy download. take care (name) xx then got a facebook message asking if im with somone else. I wont lie, i am definately the stupid one who mopes about and is devastated. Will be sat in a tent crushed while she is out with these guys. But wtf does she want, it hurts enough as it is. It wasn't mutual i loved her unconditionally. But i could never take her back after this. But i'm crushed. Sorry for whining.
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