teanoranges Posted June 6, 2010 Posted June 6, 2010 Freaking stumbled on a picture of my exs roommate and his current gf. Sure he wasn't in the picture, but it just immediately pinched my heart. The two of them are seriously perfect for each other and it pisses me off that I can't even make any new friends let alone any romantic interests. Its not that I miss him, its that I am jealous that he has something that I don't (a person to love).. so I wouldn't say its him perse.. just as my own mental block. Anywho. Its been a year since the breakup. The pain was a short-lived pain and I know what it is really about. Talk about progress.... and just kind of mumbling words here....
Author teanoranges Posted June 6, 2010 Author Posted June 6, 2010 I just moved to a new city.. just got settled and everything, and now I'm finding it a little difficult to meet new people (the few people I knew who lived here have left..) The few people I do meet are brief.. I don't know... I'm focused on making some friends first? It sort of feels like my 'prime' was last year! How sad.
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