Blindeyes Posted June 3, 2010 Posted June 3, 2010 I won't go too much in the past but it basically goes like this...dumped by my husband 7 years ago for another woman who he impregnated (although he is begging for me back)! Following that I had a wonderful relationship with someone who 4 years into it forgot to mention that he was married and in the course of our very close intimate relationship he renewed his vows to his faithful wife in another country. And now...the man I have been involved with for a little over a year..has completely stopped communication with me for about 2 months now. I try to call him but he either doesn’t answer and hardly ever returns my call. The small talk that I have had with him usually ends with him saying that "nothings changed" he is just very busy. How busy can one be..Its been two months since we’ve been intimate or shared any type of couples time. He wants me to relax? So I have decided to relax..I am not blowing up his phone or texting like crazy. But I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo extremely sad inside. I know that he probably has another woman, how else could one explain not wanting to be intimate. I am soooo sad that I feel suicidal. I called him a few minutes ago and it went straight to voice mail. I can’t stop crying. I don't know how to release this pain. I know that I have lost him. By the way. I am a very attractive woman; I have several other men who want me. But not sure what the issue is with this man that I love. My confidence is gone. All I can envision is dying. So that I won't have to experience this trauma. I won't act on it...just something that is heavily on my mind. Why this again...why me? BTW..this guy is a devout Muslim and always says that he would not engage in adulterous activity because it is against his religion. So why is he hurting me? The funny thing is ...when I complain he is the one who thinks I am crazy. I just need help and confidence not to call..(if that's what I should be doing)..but its sooo hard because my every thought is consumed by him.
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